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eugh, what's the point right?

Reading History and Government fills me with rage and despair in turns. I have to stop raging at everything.

my dad just wasted his money on a third Playstation 3 just to play Call of Duty: Black Ops. In case your wondering, he refuses to play multiplayer split screen because the screens is "too small"(always making excuses for sucking) and rather buy a entirely new system and another copy of black ops just to play against friends and my brother. My dad is so damn immature, and obsessed with Call of Duty, its annoying.

I like call of duty, but its the only game my brother and father talk about and now I'm sick of "COD", and I'm sick of them talking about how its the best game series ever even though they hardly play any other games, and say how my games suck because they don't sell as much, don't have multiplayer, don't have good graphics, or are for "nerds". And its gonna get worse when call of duty modern warfare 3 comes out.

I'm really pissed at the moment, I don't feel like I can take more communication at the moment. My head is about to explode and I feel like crying. Anything that I've said about my preferences the past three days has been subject to misunderstanding and/or hostility by my bf. I've seen my family the first time in four years yesterday and I'm exausted. I want to smash something. AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

big fat loser. who isn't even fat.

I broke my ankle tonight. I can't believe that. I was working really hard, getting my legs conditioned, I felt like I was finally building some strength comparable to the really athletic people in my sports clubs I admire...and I know myself, I lose condition shockingly fast. I can't go to work. I can't go to uni. I can't go to the supermarket to buy essentials. I can't drive. I can't play hockey or go to gymnastics. \

This. freaking. sucks.

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I hate being DISRESPECTED!

That's about all I have to say about that. Well no it's not but yeah.

I've been forced to play Mario and Lego Star Wars for 12 hours a day, 2 weeks straight. He got up an hour early today. My parents are such pushovers. They don't have to sit down here.

I'm really really really sorry. I am such a freak. I'm not a nice person, at all. This normally never happens. Sometimes I hate myself.

Not quite a rant, but letting off steam nonetheless.

I sort of regret being so open on this website knowing outsiders can simply 'peek in' and trawl through my post history.

It's sad, but partly my fault nonetheless.

Alternative - I feel the same way. That's why I never used to post. I kind of just don't care anymore though. What I have written isn't "me." People will think what they will in any case. I've gained much more than I've lost from posting so that settles it, I'll keep posting.

violence to solve violence. hm. seems a little illogical. ugh.

I can't stand how not expressing interest in a girl you like within some intangible time frame makes her lose any interest in you. I've experienced so much of this throughout my life, that I finally asked a girl if she would like to kiss me on the second date, so as not to miss the "deadline." I didn't even go for it or anything. I just asked. Apparently, it's not a deadline in today's culture anymore, it's a freaking "window." Like an open and close date or something. Now, she seems wierded out by me. I really want to find a girl that I can just communicate with by mearly translating a thought into English. Heck, I'd even be fine with French or German or something. They're easier to learn than modern culture.

I made copy paste of this forum, in Finnish and different name, and I'm my opinion its better than two other Finnish forums since mine has more discussion areas (nearly as many as this forum)... And "everyone" refuses to use it!

("everyone" = 4)

I have the tendency to overly express myself about everything that I see and observe but people tend to take it the wrong way round and that has happened to me recently (not here but IRL).

The thing with me is that I would NEVER hide the fact that a person annoys me and I would just tell the person straight just like that really but I don't get annoyed easily though which on the good hand is a very good thing.

I would also NEVER lie to you about how I would feel about a person and I would tell you straight what I would not like about the person and could also tell you straight up (but I'm mostly loving towards people so no need to worry there).

I would also NEVER do anything to ruin anybody or anything in any form but if a person feels like they feel I'm ruining something of theirs, it's obviously something unintentional and shouldn't really be taken the wrong way and I'm fully aware of that too.

There is so much I can rant about but for the meantime, I have so many things to work towards.

One of the things that bothers me is people telling me to pay attention while I'm multitasking when for some reason I get your full attention from doing just that (which I find is weird) and also when I'm not looking at the person, it doesn't mean I'm not listening when well and truly I am and if you ask what you said, I would repeat the things you said and they would be pretty accurate.

Yes, eye contact is one of those things that still makes me uncomfortable, long story why but it doesn't mean that I don't have ears to hear.