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I'm so tired of trying so hard to clearly fit a world that doesn't want me there. So screw it i'm done. Things never get any easier. I try and i try and i try, but the whole time it feels like i'm running in place. NT's just don't get it, i try to explain thing as clearly to everyone of what i need from people general, friend, family, girls. Still doesn't make any difference. Are people just stupid? Or i guess i'm just not wanted in the world. I just wanna cry the whole time sometimes. Friends don't get it. Family is clueless. Why do i bother? I can 't get a job, i can't stay focused in school. Someone give me something please i just can't take it any more.

Don't blame yourself, the economic climate isn't very good at the moment and there's plenty of people in your situation. You might not be a social butterfly but there's more to life than just partying, clubbing and trying to fit in, eventually you'll find someone who accepts you but you won't sitting around feeling pity for yourself. You can either choose to be a victim of your circumstances or a master of your fate, I know you are up against odds and other people may be at an advantage but that's what makes it all the more better when you do achieve your goals.

Its not that i want to be a social butterfly cuz i'm not. It is the problem of telling NTs what i need to be able to function right and the NTs just ignoring everything i said as if i were stupid or not knowing what i'm saying. Everytime i have tried to make something of my life, life and/or the world royally slaps the sh** out of me. I'm just sick and tired

That's reality, you're not alone in this and there's many people who can relate to that including myself. You've just got to give as good as you get but you won't if you take on a self-defeatist or negative attitude, you need to keep fighting. Perhaps finding an AS meet up group in your area would help?

Well reality bites and i'm just plain sick of it. I've done nothing but battle the world for six years and i haven't got anywhere. It would really be nice if i could meet someone else with my problems but i live in the middle of nowhere and i'm the only like me that i know. I have one good friend that somewhat gets it but not really and my family is clueless and i'm to just drop off the face of the earth