Are people with Aspergers more likely to commit suicide?

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09 Apr 2012, 4:57 am

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Simply waiting for the right time to go. Living like this is too lonely and emotionally painful.

Feeling the same way as you. Loneliness is a perfect reason to kill myself, a better one than if I were starving!



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09 Apr 2012, 5:46 am

I'll sign up to this little gang. Waiting for both Dad & Nan to go before swiftly following through the exact same ideation I've dreamt of since I was about 12.



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09 Apr 2012, 2:44 pm

I guess if/when everyone stops caring I am likely to kill myself unless I die of an accidental overdose or something......but for whatever reason there's people who want me here even though all I do is bring other people down with my constant anxiety, depression and sometimes there is paranoia involved. Just don't know how long I can put up with always ruining things because of my mind....and even if I isolate myself I still think about it, and it still makes me feel worse about myself making me give even less of a crap about my own well-being.

I wonder if considering suicide as an option is ever anything that goes away, I'm guessing not.


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10 Apr 2012, 1:03 am

to @lDub @j-greens @sweetleaf

i was having a very bad week last week n thinking about it so much, hence my posting.
but certainly still feel the "common" thing here with u guys.

am trying to put it aside though - but yea, like@sweetleaf ppl still "want"/need me here,
and "getting rid" of oneself isnt exactly an easy choice plus act to pull off, as easy as it may sound.

Hope ur doing well at the moment. take care. hope to hear frm u soon



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11 Apr 2012, 11:54 am

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I don't believe there is the same chemical kind of depression that makes NT's depressed. I mean, we can have those chemical inbalances to but I think the depression is different...more to do with frustrations of trying to function in an environment that isn't designed for us and lonliness.

I think it does help to know that there is a reason....aspergers, and that thrre are others who are different in some of the same ways you are different. I was suicidal from 16-26 and still think of it as a possible solution to the life long delima of being on planet earth. What I changed was not exposing myself to negative things as much as posible. I was a big punk rock fan and used to read a lot more environmental and social issues books. I wish I could be more pro-active in solving the worlds "problems" but realized I had to except this limitation....the more I read about politics and environmental damage, the more I feel like humans are a lost cause,cruel,stuipid,lacking compassion and always will be. That makes me not want to be on this planet and death is the only way I have ever thought I could leave (ship never came,lol). So I have to limit my exposure to such things as they act as a poisen to me.



I was very similar with politics. people are a mix of good and bad traits generally, though.


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27 Apr 2012, 4:46 pm

I don't want to live at all right now. If only i could find a painless method, or an effective method to kill myself.

I have no money, so that cancels a lot of options out. I don't even live anywhere near big drops or high cliffs etc. Its just torture. I can't even make a damn noose properly. I promised myself i'd be dead by the end of April, and there's only 2 days left.
I'm not here for Nt type attention whoring, i really want to leave this world. I hate it, i hate everything. I wish i lived in the US were there is easy access to guns. I would travel to the set of cliffs about 30 miles from where i live, but i have no money, and neither do my parents.

I keep feeling like i shouldn't be here. All the painless ways to kill yourself seem to have some money barrier on them. The only pills that are around are aspirin, and i heard that they just melt your liver and you die painfully and slowly. I get so envious when i hear about a suicide, i wish i was that person.


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28 Apr 2012, 4:20 am

HammorHorror wrote:
I don't want to live at all right now. If only i could find a painless method, or an effective method to kill myself.
I have no money, so that cancels a lot of options out. I don't even live anywhere near big drops or high cliffs etc. Its just torture. I can't even make a damn noose properly. I promised myself i'd be dead by the end of April, and there's only 2 days left. I'm not here for Nt type attention whoring, i really want to leave this world. I hate it, i hate everything. I wish i lived in the US were there is easy access to guns. I would travel to the set of cliffs about 30 miles from where i live, but i have no money, and neither do my parents. I keep feeling like i shouldn't be here. All the painless ways to kill yourself seem to have some money barrier on them. The only pills that are around are aspirin, and i heard that they just melt your liver and you die painfully and slowly. I get so envious when i hear about a suicide, i wish i was that person.

you are still young, how do you know it won't get better when you're a legal adult on your own? i only hope that you wait a while longer, wait until you can be away from people and situations that are getting you down.



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28 Apr 2012, 10:32 am

I'm sure if my parents died and my husband left me I would go through with what I've always wanted to do.

Why? That's my constant question... why? There are no answers that satisfy. There are only more questions to ask.



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28 Apr 2012, 2:04 pm

I regularly experience suicidal ideation. I have made several serious attempts in the past. Their failure is a result of poor judgment and happenstance, not a testament to my lack of conviction. Sometimes the difficulty of living as a person like me in a world like this is simply more painful than I can bear.



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01 May 2012, 10:59 am

Unfortunately a lack of friends and meaningful relationships plus autistic traits (and as high functioning people we are aware of it) mean that we are all the more likely to commit suicide.



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01 May 2012, 11:05 am

skribble wrote:
to @lDub @j-greens @sweetleaf

i was having a very bad week last week n thinking about it so much, hence my posting.
but certainly still feel the "common" thing here with u guys.

am trying to put it aside though - but yea, like@sweetleaf ppl still "want"/need me here,
and "getting rid" of oneself isnt exactly an easy choice plus act to pull off, as easy as it may sound.

Hope ur doing well at the moment. take care. hope to hear frm u soon


I don't really get why people say 'suicide is the easy way out'....that makes hardly any sense to me. So yeah I would agree its not exactly an easy choice at all.


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02 May 2012, 12:47 pm

Such idiots.

I wouldn't wish real depression on anyone, however, anyone who says something stupid like "it is the easy way out" just has not had a very serious depression, that is one thing I am fairly sure about.

I shouldn't say stupid, ignorant is more to the point.

They are not idiots either, I just over react when I see something like that on this forum, of all places.

Saying it is the easy way out is much worst than just listening to what is said and they thinking about it, that is more to the point.



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02 May 2012, 12:50 pm

Suicidal ideation is just that, the idea of suicide.

Please don't confuse that with the earnest desire to end the pain of depression.

I suppose every thinking person from Hamlet on has had the idea of suicide occur to them with more or less thought or even study resulting.



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02 May 2012, 1:04 pm

caveman2 wrote:
Suicidal ideation is just that, the idea of suicide.

Please don't confuse that with the earnest desire to end the pain of depression.

I suppose every thinking person from Hamlet on has had the idea of suicide occur to them with more or less thought or even study resulting.


Exactly there is a very real difference between entertaining the thought of suicide in general because it enters your mind...and being in so much pain you just can't see any other way out. Hell its not even about wanting to die its about wanting to end the pain at least in my experiance.


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02 May 2012, 1:21 pm

I thought I was the only one I found out three weeks ago and I see the world in a new way now.



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09 May 2012, 5:56 pm

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somebody please tell me that nikki bacharach is in heaven now, god rest her soul. - [click my purpleness, por favor 8O ]


I think I remember reading about her suicide, she used the bag method.