I'd kill myself...

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The one reason I am still alive is those around becoming upset...
If it wasn't for that, I'd be dead well before now.
Someone else deserves this life... I deserve much worse than this...
Given the choice, I'd want to find a way to die without it being noticeable as ingesting a bottle of rat poison or falling off a building and for it to be quick like a bolt of lightning.

<----- Perpetually suicidal and doesn't know why he continues living.

Hmmm... maybe through an incinerator would work... it disposes the body therefore there is no body to be found.
Or perhaps get someone to do the deed but they say they were forced to do it.

I hope everything improves.

You have big fingers. O_O
Having said that, your quite the artist. =P

Sweet Pea hugs

I always try to think that's have a purpose. That's why I'm here. It's hard though.

Heh, not my fingers, just my sentiment. I bite my nails, so my fingers wouldn't look anywhere near as.....huggy?

Ha ha... doesn't work for me. They are seperated and stay that way. =P
Yeah thwhitrbbit, I know what you mean...

Last edited by PastFixations on 06 Jun 2012, 10:42 am, edited 1 time in total.

Me thinks you didn't mean... huggy.
Yay for Nail Biting!

haha sweet pea hugz! and i am sure things will pick up for you. we all go through rough patchs.

only reason i havent is because ive never been able to have my plan come to fruition. got close once though and then it got ruined

I hope that you can fight your way through those emotions. Give a pat on the back.

A lot of us feel that way. Just don't do anything you can't undo later.

If I didn't have my 8 year old child. Having had 3 people in my life snuff themselves out, I know the mayhem the act leaves in it's wake.

All I've done is cried all day. Fior is oblivious, but being an Aspie, I can't expect more. He just gets angry and overwhelmed with people being emotional, so I hide it.

I have no support here, except for my shrink. After work, I'll page him.

Bipolar sucks. Depression sucks. 30 years of this never ending roller coaster sucks. Really universe, what the hell?

Don't expect any answers. Just venting into the ether.

I'd kill myself right now. But I'm afraid I'll fail and I'd end up in a mental hospital. That's a place I never ever want to go again P.s. Nobody likes me is something my brother kept pointing out to me in the past. It looks like it's true after all :'(