I want to commit suicide

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I am a little on edge right now.

Last night someone snuck into my backyard and stole two bikes worth $1000 in total. This person must have been creeping around the backyard for a while because my mom found 6 cigarette butts. On top of this my dad may be fired from his work because there are major problems at work that the CEO of the company is blaming on my dad for not getting fixed. he works at a cold storage plant and all the freezers are currently out of order meaning the company is losing thousands of dollars everyday.

Though I cannot give you any advice on your situation, I do offer words of encouragement.
I know it's tough but generally speaking you only get to live once so why waste it away when you have the potential to make it better for you and not anyone else.

Can't say I recommend it but I kind of feel like committing suicide to....I won't at least not at this point in time, but its certainly been on my mind.

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Trains are driven by people. That engineer will have to deal with that image for the rest of his/her life. They didn't do anything to you. The emergency services workers will have to clean up your body. That's not an image they shake either.

Emergency rooms are required to provide stabilizing medical care regardless of ability to pay and many hospitals have resources to help with the finances.

Dentists also can and will (usually) be willing to negotiate a lower price if you pay up front. If your willing, dental schools often need patients for students to work on. The work is done under the eye of licensed dentists and dirt cheap.

Go to the nearest recruitment station and sign up for the Army. Then volunteer to deploy overseas, where being brave can get you killed (and can also win you a medal). Not only will you accomplish that, but they'll also take care of your teeth.

I'm guessing that you never tried going to an emergency room for a severe dental problem? At most they will give you painkillers and antibiotics and refer you to a dentist or dental clinic. I've gone before in agony from dental problems. That is all they did for me.

As someone who's also seriously considered doing it some time ago, I want to tell you: Do! Not! Do! It! I thought everything was pointless, but I went to look for help, and believe it or not, if you look for help, there's more than a few people who are willing to give it to you. You said you hit rock bottom. That sucks, and you have my sympathy. But being at your lowest also means that there is only one direction: up! Please do yourself and your family a favour. Even though they give you a hard time, I am sure they do love you and are as overburdened with the situation as you are.

Yeah, that's why I said stabilizing. I prob should have bolded that word.

SUicide is never a good option. Your family may not be the nicest now, but they do love you and will be hrt broken if you were not with them anymore. There is a plan for your life, but you just have o get through the tough spots. Don't let life get you down...maybe there's some other way for you to exp life outside of the family. It sometimes helps to see the grander picture of ourselves and the universe if we could just get away, like back to nature. When you are surrounded by beauty, there's a chance you will let love in. Try it and see if it helps....it never hurts to try.

Lies. Evil lies.

I know a guy who laid down on the train tracks, and it just cut his legs off. He had to live in a wheelchair and with prosthetic legs.

Isn't there something else you would rather do than die? What about maxing out a credit card on a tropical vacation? Or leaving to go try something you always dreamed of, but were afraid to do?

Things will get better. I know it's really hard right now--especially with jobs. 10K is a big bill, but it's not even a fraction of the value of your life. If your parents accuse you of lying--stop. Your brother is a jerk. The pain you're feeling will get better, and think of the options you have for your life.

I considered suicide--actually I tried it before (but it was hasty and not thought out)--and I'm glad it didn't work. Life gets better--it's actually priceless, more valuable than money, status, or security.

Edit: actually, don't max out a credit card. I just thought of that once, after I had been suicidal. I decided if I ever get that suicidal again I'm going to force myself to go on an island vacation first--after all, what would I have to lose then, anyway?

Don't do it. There are other ways to end the pain, and they will come to you. Work on your self esteem and make your life more like how you want it to be.

I've been feeling suicidal too again . But feel too guilty. You will be traumatizing all the people who witness it and need to clean it up, not to mention your family.

I know what your going through, i have several hundred dollars in medical bill for a 3 hour ER visit. I have been depressed a lot over the past 3 years and even tried killing myself once, a guy found me and got me help, never found out who he was. but my method... im told i may/will have a headache for the rest of my life because of it.
Trust me, you will get thru it all. I will possably be losing my apartment soon and have to move in with my dad, in the house my mom died. Where my sister who doesn't understand what responsibilities are, also lives. This is not a happy place for me. but I know its going to get better.
Life is hard, there is no one denying that, but it is so worth living.
Get out of the house, go look at some pretty ladies. or handsome guy if thats what you are into See a movie. Find something that makes your life worth living, if you already have something, hold on to it. IF nothing else, look at the responses you have from here. and realize you have all of us wanting you to keep trying, Keep going, If you need ill beg you to keep living your life.

I don't mean to lie... Getting back to nature and seeing the world is bigger than you are may help. Don't listen to all of the negativity. Love yourself and others will follow.

Exactly... It could be a very spiritual and enlightening experience for you. You need to get away from the negative environment so you can find yourself and beginning to know who you really are and what you really want in life.