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Dear you

I think after another conversation tonight it just seems more clear to me now that a friendship cannot work with you. I just feel a sensation of frustration while attempting to talk to you now as I struggle to think of what to say, and even when I do you appear disinterested. Our interests, sense of humor, hobbies, emotions, attitude towards things, and even personalities are completely different. I've spoke to you for quite a while so I am frustrated and saddened by it, but I suppose I had to come to this realization sooner or later. We are all different therefore cannot be compatible with everyone, that is just life. Any friendship shouldn't feel forced and difficult like this. True friendship to me is being in sync with one another and enjoy hearing what they have to say. I don't want to cut contact without saying a word, but at the same time I'm not sure how I should tell you how I feel without sounding hurtful or cynical.

Dear N,

You've hurt me so much a year ago. I thought what you felt for me was love. You were just using me to get your work done and to humiliate me afterwards.
One day you might realize your actions were motivated by the great fear you had of difference. I know you're not a bad person at heart, when you are away from your male friends and K

Well, if you stay with K, you're not going anywhere, my dear. I hoped we could at least be friends.

Sincerely,

A friend

Dear-

hope you are in a better place now. your death came much too soon

you will be loved and missed by so many more than words can say

my thoughts and pyears are with your wonderful girls


rest in peace mate <3

all my love , R xxxxxx <3

dear_

im so worried about you :s im sorry things are s**t for you atm

i wish with all my heart i could help you

please just drop me a line and let me know your ok. im not very good at all this feelings malarky, but i do love you and i really really worry for you ;(


rox <3

Dear you:
It was nice seeing you this Sunday.
Sorry for making you wait so long but I highly encourage you to try to give me an appropriate meeting time like I said next time instead of telling me to be at your place in half an hour and then spamming me at whatsapp until I told you Id be at your place at x and then spamming me several times again to try to make me go earlier.
We tried that in the past and it didnt work remember? You took me for granted, I looked for people elsewhere for several months.

Will we be meeting again sometime soon? I honestly dont know.
Sunday was nice. No incidents, just you, A and me but I have a feeling that things are going to go back to normal once the others come back(Im well aware you called me because everyone is out of town right now).
We´ll see.

Hope that you´ve learnt something during this break and you arent just blaming someone else for whatever happens on the group.

ps: just in case you are thinking about forgetting about me and calling me at new years because thats when I said Id let some of your friends back into my car I just want you to know that if thats all you want I have better things to do in my life and I´ll most likely be at the city on new years with some other people

Dear Sub-Human Organism,

Congratulations on finally learning that humans cannot be trusted. Now maybe you'll get started on learning to fend for yourself.
Don't take more than one decade on this one.

Sub-Human Organism

P.S. Delete this message after you've viewed it, just to be safe.

Dear person,

I don't understand my behaviour sometimes, and I certainly didn't understand my behaviour towards you. All of those reasons to end it all - the friendship and anything potentially there...I can't believe myself. I messed up badly. How do I tell you that I tried to end it? I'm somehow scared of you. Maybe I shouldn't be. I'm really sorry for what I did. At least now that I recognise I do that sometimes, perhaps I can stop it before it begins.

smudge (yes, 'tis I).

ti ti ti ti si moj hit, ti ti si moja ideja..... ti ti si moja najbolja stvar..... ti ti si moja moja

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Mene metsään
Mene vuorille
Mene kauas merelle
Anna yksinäisyyden hyväillä sinua
Kunnes ihosi on kyllin ohut
Niin ohut
Että sydämesi
Näkee sen läpi minut
Että minä se olin
Joka hyväilin,
Hyväilen sinua,
Mene, mene

Dear F.....

I still think you are beautiful and attractive even after you got fat. I know you are not perfect, but in my mind you will always be.

I hope that I can one day get over you.

From me

Dear ___ ,


I hope you speak to a doctor soon, because I'm so worried about you, and I miss the person I know that you really are. I don't know when I will see him again or if I ever will.

Dear you,
why can't I stop thinking about you? Is it the idea of it or something? Why do I want this so bad...but I can't help being upset that it'll never happen...because of various forces beyond my control...

<3 Me

Dear D & T

This is the part where I say you guys are great people, but that you just have this barrier perceived by some as arrogance and omnipotence because you are NT's and teachers. I am here to remind you that your age brings wisdom but also fallacies. I am sorry that I really put you guys through hell and that I won't be returning. There is nothing I can do about that.

That was the polite part, I'm afraid.

Look, just because you guys are old timers so to speak doesn't mean that you can just push some dogma down our throats. I want to stay away from swear words. But I never asked you for your input on my body, my aspergers or anything in my life. You underestimated me, and you totally brought home my illness. I want to let you know that you don't understand jack about meditation, that Marc Anderon's meditation classes were an exercise in asininism, because you totally misunderstood the point. And, what's so great about United Noodles? We had to go out all the way to Mpls from our school just to waste our time in a small tacky 'pan-asian' grocery store, when we could have done the same thing at Dragon Star which was a stone's throw away by bus! Oh, and T, you need to acquire some diversity in your life..You went norway which is a great start but you should really consider picking up the pace...unless you prove to be more asinine than I thought. also, I would caution against presuming that video games don't do diddly squat and that the internet is a catchall for Bad Scenarios and stuff like that.

Dear human,

I know you do not perceive yourself as one, but you are. You can spend an eternity denying yourself and your existence, but you do exist and you are living, as unfortunate as that may feel to you right now.

I was sorry for a very long time that you felt the need to inject drugs into yourself to feel alive. I was sorry that you hated yourself. I was sorry for not being there for you. I was sorry, upset, and depressed at how everyone- myself included- had isolated you and potentially led to your destruction.

But now that I've been given a chance to help you, I can safely say I've done my part. I threw down the ladder and waited. You had your opportunities. You had the assistance. You had the information and the support. And today you threw it all in my face. Today, you told me I was dead to you. But that is okay.

It's okay because I know you're angry, desperate, and sad. I know you still hate yourself. And I know you're upset at me for trying to help you. I'm sorry that you cried today when I said the word to you - "meth" - and you had to hear the reality of your situation. And for looking at you like a human being, without pity but with the same belief you seek so desperately to destroy. I know it stings.

And I can't speak for you. That is your job. The fact that you finally reacted and spoke up to me, however negative or injurious you intended it to be, that means something.

But even if it doesn't. Even if one of us dies. Even if all things go to s**t, because sometimes they do and there's really not much we have true control over - I'm okay with that. I've done my part, however small it is in the scheme of your life and your future. That entire universe is up to you at this very point. And I'm okay with walking away.

Good luck, little human.

Much love,

R.

Chers bientôt ex pouse

Pourquoi ne me laissez-vous aller? Pourquoi avez-vous me glisser le long même si vous n'avez pas aimer moi? Pourquoi je ne peux pas je vous hais pour le faire? Doit être épais dirigée. Vous ne devriez pas avoir laissez-moi vivre par me donner espoir. Je vous aime et je souhaite que vous m'aimait en retour.