All my life I was force to conform, wondering why I was different, and why I just couldn't conform to the NT's. I knew I was different, and it got under my skin. Now the NT's expect to completely conform to what they think autism is to be able to have help? I'm not an NT, But I don't feel like an aspie, because I was forced to act like an NT for the first 16 years of my life. I don't know why I can't just be me and get the help I need. This labeling makes me sick. Who agrees?