scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-11.

My chest hurts, I'm lonely, and a person I don't particularly like is visiting for a week. I can't get laid, meanwhile everyone I know is hooking up. This and Valentine's Day (my ex broke up with me in November.)

So yeah. I may have to use one of those hotline things, because I'm seeing the end of that rope come up mighty fast.

+2

+8

I'm just now being diagnosed after so many misdiagnoses of depression and bipolar...I'm a 46 year old Latina and we just stumbled onto the possibility I have Aspergers even though I match 42 of 45 criteria for female aspie due to the results of empathy tests. It feels like I led a wasted life and that there was no need for me to have hit myself so hard against the wall for so long if a little label had been attached to my name long time ago. It was shocking when we link all my issues with Asperger's characteristics because was like if all the floating, unconnected things about me and in my head, my sense of being broken, all just felt into place and for the first time we were able to have a visual of a type of a self for me.

-5

I've been feeling down all day.

+6.

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-1
sore throat and plenty noise

+1

0

three days off from work
the current draft of my novel is almost finished
finally wrote a kind of love-letter to my co-worker I have a crush on for almost 5 years now & scared s**tless waiting for her answer
getting sick from all the old and dirty snow outside

Im batting around a 5 - which is way better than I was a few days ago

+1

0.

I just spent a good 45 minutes constructing some very well thought out posts......only to click on the submit button and see 'this thread has been closed.' maybe it was for the better because it could have gotten to heated but its just really frusterating when that happens.

I think it was so bad for so long that I thought I was living but just have been woke from a long slumber.
I guess there is hope in this world for the hopeless.
+10

-5 quite honestly it feels as though I post and post and its as if I am completely invisable, at times. So I wonder why I bother taking the time to post.....yes I am b*tching, its probably just my mood right now cause I feel isolated and like no one cares....it doesn't help that its like pulling teeth trying to get my mom to give me the 20 bucks a week she agreed to for me cleaning, I am waiting on SSI and if I don't get on it even after appealing If denied its likely back to the psych ward with me which I am rather worried about.

In the meantime just trying to avoid adding to or creating any sort of unpleasantness since I can't really take the criticizm so a lot of being alone in my room....even though my brother wants to hang out, or my dad wants me to go visit him, my mom wanted me to go to a movie earlier.... but I haven't been feeling all that great mentally or physically which makes me pretty irritable. I've had to quietly rant about stuff pissing me off in my room because I don't want to actually go off on anyone.

alright end of rant like post that even I wouldn't want to read.