My sister doesn't love me anymore T_T I want to die.

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And I responded with this on facebook--> I can't believe I've lost you I've screwed it up again. I can never forgive myself for letting this happen. I'm so sorry I love you and I always will.

I want to die. This is the last blow I can take. I don't think my heart can take anymore. I'm done. I'm officially contemplating my options here and one of them is suicide. She meant so much to me and now she's gone.

It hurts so bad that I messed up so much. I lost her and it's all my fault..... T_T

I'm so sorry. Please don't hurt yourself. Family fights can often be fixed with time, but death is forever. Image how your sister would feel if you killed yourself and she looked back years later and knew that it was because of her.

What happened between you and your sister? If you will share more, maybe some of us here can give you suggestions on ways to repair your relationship.

You haven't lost her forever. While you are both still alive you can fix things. If you end your life you will never patch things up and she will loose you forever. Imagine how you would feel if she took her own life. That's how she will feel if you take your life.

I haven't seen my sister in a few weeks. I've been feeling a bit depressed and I though she probably thinks I'm as lame as everyone else thinks I am. But she sent me a message yesterday and said. " hey I haven't seen you in ages, when are you coming over?" So things are not always as bad as we sometimes imagine them to be.

Sometimes we say things to family very bluntly because they are the people we are closest to. For some reason it is easier to say the most cutting things to the people we know best. I said something that really hurt my sister a few years ago. I can't remember what I said, but I still remember the look on her face. I didn't think she would ever forgive me. She just got up and left the house. But I apologised and everything was ok in the end.

It feels rough now, but you'll sort it out, don't worry. This is just one of those rough days you're just going to have to get through. Do something you enjoy. Go for a walk or something to try and clear your head and refocuss. She'll come round. You've got to give it time.

Let me know how it goes. You can PM me if you want.

This relationship coincides between me and my brother. He's angry at me for ruining his social life for having an eccentrically smart and otaku brother. He's very fickle, rejecting me in front of his friends, to accepting me when he can't interact with them.

My sister isn't like that at all... I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry this is happening. You seem like a really cool person based on some of your posts here. I've had some times with my adoptive family where it's felt like things were irreconcilable (especially when I went through a period of really bad meltdowns). Sometimes I felt suicidal, thinking that I'd lost their love. In reality they never stopped loving me, although some harsh things were said. Somehow we've managed to patch things up. I'm glad I stayed. It's worth holding on for the chance to put things right again.

I probably can't say anything to make this feel any better going though it. Sometimes life is just exhausting and f*****g difficult. I hope you choose to live, and I'm not just saying that. You can PM me if you want to talk. I'm not on every day, but I'm more than willing to talk or just listen.

I second what Rachel said death cannot be reversed but relationships can be repaired. Have you tried analyzing what happened thoroughly? Perhaps she doesn't hate you but was just frustrated and just needs to blow some steam. I cannot be sure of reasons because it was your conversation, not mine but I advise you look for clues in what was said. I have a friend Whos currently going through depression and she commonly thinks people are angry with her when their not not. Could it be possibly that's in play for you? Lastly, whether you think so or not theres always someone out there who cares about you and would be crushed if anything bad happened to you, don't forget that.