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Hi. First off, this bunny wants to live, so I feel it's my duty to propagate him. Technically he wants to take over the world, but I think living is implicit in that goal. People kill themselves every day, and I'm going to kill myself, as soon as I may. The least I can do is breathe some life into someone who wants it, to balance the scales.
Ok, so this exit bag thread is what lured me to wrongplanet. Then I found out you guys discuss Asperger's, which I'm diagnosed with, but don't particularly understand. So I decided to stay and make an account. This is my first post.
I found this thread because I'm trying to find out where to buy Nitrogen. (I figure I can jerry-rig the actual exit bag myself). I found one source already, but they'd have to ship it from Australia, and it doesn't sound very discreet for it to show up in the mail. I'd rather bring it home from the nitrogen store or wherever myself.
I did read the rules before posting, and I'm doing my best to abide by them. I'm not advocating for or encouraging anyone other than myself to seek death. And I didn't post details on the australian nitrogen source. And the Original Poster wrote "I don't want to die", so I'm not worried about influencing him. And I know you law abiding citizens are not allowed to advise me or help me. So I'm just talking, ok?
As an Anarchist, morality & legality are very distinct entities for me. My behavior only complies with external rules if I think those rules are right, from my own perspective. People have just as much right to die as to live. If someone asked for help and I knew helpful answers, I'd speak them, rules be damned. Luckily, I'm clueless. The OP already knew that the Nitrogen Exit Bag is the best way to go, and that is the exact extent of my own knowledge. So I can't get myself into too much trouble, lol.
But I am sleep deprived and annoyed, so who knows? Society is so Age-ist. I knew I wanted to die when I was 9. If I'd had an Exit Bag instead of a bottle of Asperin at age 11, I could have saved myself and the world a great deal of trouble & heartache. I'm 35 now, and I STILL think it would be best for me to die. It wasn't a phase, I didn't grow out of it, my problems grew worse, not better. I knew what was right for ME at age 9, and I would have appreciated a society that supported my personal choices, a society that had a smidge of respect for free will.
And now even these organizations that advocate consentual euthanasia won't let anyone into their meetings unless they're terminally ill or over 50. 50... how old do I have to be before society STOPS putting arbitrary bars over my head defining what a "true adult" is? Society is so damn ageist and illogical.
Anyway, I'm about talked out, General Hospital is on. I just want to give a big hug to anyone who is considering leaving this realm. Make the choice that is right for you with a joyful heart. Merry meet, merry part, and merry meet again <3