CodeRed wrote:
i want to know how the hell i go about finding out exactly what is wrong with me and how to learn ways to live with it that don't involve offing ones self on account of prolonged disassociative alienation.
where do you go what do you say? i f***ing hate doctors, they don't know what they're doing half the time.
I think the dissociative alienation that you feel is there because you've been focusing your attention on things that are important to others but not to you. You would feel better by involving yourself more with things that genuinely interest YOU.
It would also be a good idea to see if you can find a psychologist who specializes in AS and appreciates the many positive aspects of it.
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