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Thoughtless as*holes who stop their car in the middle of the road, where it's illegal to stop and illegal to turn left, so they can get into the fast food place and almost cause traffic accidents should be ... I don't know what, but something really nasty.

Nope, I will try to have a more generous opinion of people.

I know the smart things to do. The practical, sane, reasonable routes. I can't though because it feels like running from my problems. I am stupid, bullheaded and vindictive on occasion but I won't feel like a coward.

I'll get there.

First off. I was watching some show yesterday and they are talking about people who take pictures from magazines into hair salons, make-up studios, tattoo shops, you name it, and say " I want that." When I hear this my first thought is that people who do things like this are the first ones to talk about how they are expressing their "individuality." I call BS on that line from now on....and

Why do guys wear baseball caps turned backwards, or sideways, or cocked at ridiculous angles? I know I am old, but even "in the day' I cant recall ever wearing a baseball cap any way but straight dead on. Do women really find that look attractive, or does it depend on the guys... Wait, I know, it always depends on the guy.

And what is the deal with pointy toed shoes and boots?

And how do these workout videos survive as infomercials so long when it is just the same 3 guys renaming the same routines year after year with ever so slight modifications? People actually still pay money for this crap? Especially when the routines are all over YouTube and other places online.

And it disgusts me when I see women on tv sitting up on a stage in front of a live audience with skirts so short you can see their souls. What the hell ever happened to human dignity?

Not that anyone cares.......

iHeart Radio is glitching and the buttons aren't working... and the part of the song "Mirrors" by Justin Timberlake that annoys me wouldn't turn off! I had to refresh the page to get it to stop and now my nerves are shot. Not to mention my migraine from last night came back. <BLEEP!> (That was a swearword. LOL)

EDIT: It wouldn't let me stop the music on another song, either! That does it! I'm going to Windows Media Player!

I feel like I am on unstable ground, and I have to trust someone in order for it to be rendered stable again. I should have faith in them and calm myself down. I can't trust, I know what has happened before and may happen again. I can still hope though, for something. Something different, something better. As long as I calm myself, it has a chance of existing. Flailing about will get me nowhere. I might not have a purpose, but who does? Who was created with a purpose? Just keep swimming no matter how hard it is, and believe things will get better even if I don't know if they will get better.

^ hang in there TornadoEvil, sometimes the waters are turbulent and sometimes they are calm, so just keep trying to stay afloat!


My Rant

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DAMN BLASTED PEOPLE I HATE THEM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

phew, that feel slightly better but I have to say, it worries me that of lately I keep feeling rueful that expressing your displeasure with some people's idiotic behaviour by clobbering them over the head is frowned upon and, let's face it, illegal.

Such a gorgeous day. Had a really good outing and it got pooed upon at the end by a couple of hateful people who are just so small minded and small hearted that the only way they can get through each day is to make other people as miserable as they are. Bah.

I really must change clubs, this is stupid.

I wish everyone would leave me the h#ll alone for five godd#mn minutes. Don't look at me, don't talk to me, just go away. Including the obnoxious neighbors.

I hate my stupid f*****g luck everything's a f*****g joke in this f*****g lonely miserable life. WHY DOES GOD HATE ME?! !!?!?!?!? Did I do something awful in my past life to deserve this f*****g life? If I did then I'm SORRY, I'm so so sorry, I'm on my knees telling you how much I'm sorry, but in this life I do not know what I did in my other lives and I can't control that, so I don't deserve this s**t in this life. Why don't you want me to find a date? Why have you found everybody else dates except me? Is this so I can feel even more left out? I hate being an outcast!

All the men I'm attracted to or are attracted to me are all married to a f*****g wife, I f*****g hate their wives, one of their wives is a f*****g fat ugly b***h who does nothing but boasts on Facebook about her wonderful hubby, f**k your f*****g wonderful life b***h you are a f*****g b***h who won't fall out of love with somebody I could be dating it's not fair it's not fair why am I all alone whilst all of my mates have some f*****g bastard to date and all the men I want all have a f*****g wife hanging on their back it's NOT FAIR!! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

I have tried meeting people: No, I'm not good enough, I'm not loud and confident enough, I am thick, I don't wear make-up, oh big woop what's so f*****g fantastic about a girl wearing a bit of dust on her face it's still the same girl for f**k sake, and yes I am quiet but that does not mean I have no personality or enthusiasm in life, I'd thought people would know that. I have tried several dating sites what said FREE before I signed up, I then spend like nearly an hour signing up, I get messages from some different men - and then it suddenly says I've got to pay. I don't want to use my card online, I am too thick to do all that, and if the dating site said FREE then by God it should be FREE!! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! ! For f**k sake, how ridiculous and stupid can this world get when you can't even sign up for free for a dating site!! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

I want a boyfriend, please God up in heaven GIVE ME A BOYFRIEND!! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! I had it with Facebook and all the youngsters boasting about their f*****g little boyfriends and girlfriends. I hate it all, just make it all go away I hate life why is it full of disappointment? I wish I had never been born, why the f**k did my mum and dad have to have me? Why am I so unlucky why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why WHY????????????????????????????! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

My lack of understanding of your emotional state is not a reason for you to abuse me with yours. It took me a while but I can see through your BS now and I won't allow you to take advantage of me again.

There is no wrath quite so potent as someone with autism having decided on a course of action.

Well.

This.

Is.

Just.

Super.

I have a blister that I got two days ago while exercising that is now infected because like a dumba**, I decided to drain the blister (stupid, stupid, stupid). I cannot find any ointment anywhere in the house, and I can't see the doctor because the roads are too bad due to the snow (also, I already feel like crap with this f***ing cold). So now, there is a chance that I am probably going to die from this infection, so I am pretty much considered f***ed at this point.

So I am really fed up. The blah and blah are blah and then he said and then she didn't say and then this happened and than that happened and it's all a bit and I've really had it up to here and then so and so does whathaveyou and the cheek of it and why is it that my bloody cats don't eat anything but are enormous!?

I can't stop being anxious and depressed. I feel like I've been like this for ages now. I just can't shake it off.

It feels like there's so much out there to get me. It feels like I can't be safe and can't be myself anywhere. I don't know how long I can keep fighting like this.

I've got nothing to rant about at this particular moment in time.

But I'll keep you posted.

why is being alive this painful?

Today is my birthday and no one has wished me happy birthday except for a couple of people. This is the first time this has happened to me and it feels terrible. Tomorrow will be my birthday event that I have planned for two months, 22 people are going. While that's good and all, I get the feeling they only want to be there for the cake and alcohol. It just feels super to know this only confirms your depressive thoughts that you have no friends. Well, screw you too world.