100 Reasons I shouldn't kill myself

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77. One day people in my life will realize I am actually a women. Though a sex change operation just seems wrong to me.
78. I don't want to die alone, or is that even an option.

79. Once in awhile I actually cook a good meal for myself and sometimes on holidays or special occasions friends and family.
80. I have always had some sort of employment and contributed to the workings of society in some sort of fashion, as a cashier or a professional in the healthcare field and now as something else again.
81. To stick around and see what happens (what about the bullies in my life I should stick around and see what happens, right?)

82. I need to cook up some palak gosht, the cheap Indian place near me just didn't quite do it for me.

I won't get to knit multicoloured socks or geeky animal beanies.

84. I won't get to know what it's like to have a good long term friend to hang out with.
85. I can learn to be more assertive and distance myself from people who don't respect me better.
86. I might start opening up and feeling comfortable around people more.
87. I might be able to reconnect with someone I had a bad falling out with.
88. I can try and start dating.
89. Maybe things might actually be able to work out with someone.
90. Who knows?

91. Beer

92. The depression will eventually pass, no mattter how bad it feels at the moment.

93. Kindness
94. Acceptance
95. Tomorrow's promise

Who will care for my cats if I kill myself? I think about this every day.

97. I can start connecting with people better.
98. Ice cream and curry, like in Bubble Boy
99. My death will prove nothing, my life might prove something, no matter how small.
100. THERE IS NO SPANISH INQUISITION

edit: wait, isn't it NO ONE EXPECTS THE SPANISH INQUISITION
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My writing talent would go to waste.

This may not be a reason for everyone here but Behemoth is touring, I certainly don't want to miss them so that is another reason to stay alive.

104. I always have a choice to walk away.
105. I don't have to listen to anyone if I don't want to.

So many reasons, yet I still don't feel any better. Maybe I'm worried about something, a consequence. One I don't think I have any control over.

106. I might find someone to make life less boring. Life kinda feels boring right now.