If i no longer existed would anyone care?

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Im back from my long day outside and now I am drunk i have been having a few drinks to calm me down and decided not to kill myself, I have had an epiphany that I have many people who see me as a caring person who simply blunders up sometimes, I forgive myself I love my mom her time will come in a couple years but I think she wants me to move on with my life when it comes and not give up, if I do give up than that would mean she has failed in raising me right I think I inherited her heart for sure. Now a video somewhat relevant except im not a bad guy LOL [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uxeR95aYer0[/youtube]

I would care.

Hang in there dude. You'll be at a great place in life looking back thinking, "damn, can't believe I was actually contemplating suicide. I am eternally glad I got past that."

You'll be much stronger than before, and I know I never allow depression to fully set in. Usually taking action pulls me from any potential abyss, in particular, daily exercise keeps me feeling outstanding. Also, I compose and write music/poetry which is a great outlet.

All I'm saying is... fight the depression. A battle (or war) for yourself the enemy must not win!

Oh, and please never ask yourself that question again. If you ever feel no one would care if you died, you are wrong! Just the manifestation of depression plaguing your mind and emotions...

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IJMs7ZVdqaA[/youtube]If I was dead it would have the same effect on others like Fukai Mori hearing her Boyfriend has passed away singing do as infiniti!