I have anxiety and depression. I need to work from home but I have had no success finding any, despite sending so many applications it must be in the thousands. I am constantly given empty promises. It's impossible to live on this planet when people are being selfish and greedy and have no conscience. People resent me getting welfare money and it's constantly under threat of stopping. I don't even think they want me to work as the few jobs I was paid for I get punished by my money being suspended until I get a letter off the employer.
I do voluntary work which doesn't seem to count to the benefits system.I contribute to the world by volunteering. Surely that should count for something but they resent every penny they give me. I constantly hear people around me slagging off people on benefits but they would never employ us. They just want us dead. Nobody will give me money(unless it's resentfully) even though I'm willing to work for it. Instead I get scams and false hope.
I hope karma comes back on these horrible people. They are putting me through hell. They resent the fact that I exist. I didn't ask to be born. I wish that I hadn't been brought on to this evil planet. I just have to wait to die. I haven't got the courage to kill myself. Why can't I just have a genuine home working job? Is there not any genuine employers that employ home workers?
12 Oct 2014, 11:01 am
