Sigh........ will things ever be normal?

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Long time no see fellow aspies! I sure have missed being here.
A lot of.... stuff has been going on lately. You guys are pretty much the only people I have to turn to.
The only people I can trust......

Well the other week my mom was taking me to school. I didn't want to go to school because school makes me miserable and suicidal. Well I argued with my mom about going in. I told her that I tried to poison myself once. She called into the school and told them to come and get me. She mentioned the suicide. They came out, the counsler, the principal, and the police officer. They took me to Holly Hills, a local..... well I forgot the name for it but it's a place were teens who try to kill themselves or who have other problems go.
Anyway, we were SUPPOSED to be counseled. On the scedule it said one hour of counsling. We didn't get a single bit of counsling. All day we sat around. Doing NOTHING. Literally. The people who worked there would push or hit people when they argued or misbehaved in some way. It sucked there. It made me even more miserable. I wanted to kill myself more. I was relieved when I got out.

But the worst part happened my first night there.
I was raped. (It was very, very hard to type that.)

My room mate seemed nice at first. That night when we went to bed we were talking about Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Well later in the night he told me that he was gay. I didn't really care. Gay or straight, I can be friends with anybody.
Well he started telling me that he had a major sex drive. He asked me to have sex with him. I said "no, sorry, not gay"
But then he started demanding. "Suck on my c*ock!" He kept saying. He started saying I was cute. I was really disturbed. Then he came up to me and kissed me. I kicked him away and he ran back and started stangling me. He put a sock in my mouth to keep me from yelling. I don't need to tell you what happened next.
He just raped me. The next day I told the counslers. They talked to him about it. He said that I was lying and that I tried to rape him!
They got mad at me and moved me to a differant room.

Anyway..... well I don't know what to do. I'm so disturbed by this. I like girls not guys. I never thought that I would be raped.
I just don't know what to do.......
Please help me.........

I would, well first get the law involved!
rape is terrible and you should get this guy the punishment he deserves!
then you should see a psycolagist or something-see proffesional help.

but the main thing you gotta do is get the law involved!

YES!! Tell your parents and definately get the law involved!! !!

The fact that this place did not give any counseling as they claim they do, hit and push people arcound, and then after all that also ignore something such as that is a disgrace!! They should not be providing services for anyone!! !

If this place was following the law...they wouldnt be able to hit,push or physical touch any of the kids,unless they are a danger to themselves or others(then they might be able to do a specific restran hold).They should have also filled out an incident report,notified the parents AND filed a report with the police.

Because you are a minor and there are usually no witnesses who will come forward, it's your word against his.The kind of person who would do this is likely a psychopath and a very convincing liar.

Have your parents been contacted?Have the police?You do have rights.Tell them that if they dont allow you to contact the police and file a report that you will sue them(you can anyway).They may and try and convince you that you have no rights,but the law is on your side.This is not just for you but for the next person that this person tries to do this to.

I am so sorry you had to go through that. You certainly didn't deserve it. If I were there, I would KILL that guy. Well, actually, I wouldn't have the guts. But I have a lot friends who would, and I'd be right behind them.

If you're still there, get out of that place. Now. Right now. Call your parents. Tell them everything. Whatever gets you out. The last place you need to be is a place like that.

It's important for him to get punished for what he did to you, but the most important thing here is to get you out of danger and out of fear. Talk to a professional, or an adult you really trust. I know that, after this, telling anyone anything seems like a one way ticket straight to hell on earth, but this... no one could possibly handle that alone. Then, focus on vengance and lawsuits.

Don't die. If you die, the truth dies with you and he wins.

Stay on here as long as you need. Talk about as briefly or in depth as you like. It's embaressing and hard, but say it anyway. Let it out.

Tell your parents, call the cops.

Maybe call your local newspaper and television stations and write them letters. They'd probably love to do one of those those exposé shows on how that place is not what it claims to be, hows there is no counseling and people are being physically abused.

I can understand if you wouldn't want to have it on the news that you've been raped. But even before you got to the rape part of your story it was already horrible.

Don't feel guilty and don't feel bad, this was not your fault in the slightest.

I also think that you should get the law involved, as well. It's not your fault that you got raped. It's the fault of the perpritrator and the people who run that place. Each client should be screened properly.

generally... there's bleeding and other signs of forced entry... especially back there

you should have no problem getting help from authorities

Authorities need to know about this...because that is NOT cool. Not in the slightest.

And don't you feel terrible about it at all, the guy was a bastard and what he did was horrible, terrible...completely wrong.

Another thing you should probably do is talk to someone about it once any anguish you feel is no longer completely overwhelming. Whether it be a PROPER counsellor (not one of the tards that are SUPPOSED to help you but just mess you around) or someone you trust (either here or irl)...you need to talk about it at some stage so it doesn't leave too many scars on your mind.

I'm so sorry to hear such a terrible thing happened to you. Seek justice...no one going through the pain and suffering you did should have THAT lumped on top of them too.

Tell somebody now!! this is very bad.