finally made calls about getting some counseling.
official diagnosis.
job/skills/coping skills
depression healing.
salvaging what's left of my adult life.
funny thing is, i've actually done some kinda cool stuff. produced albums. soundtracks.
but i feel finished in all the right places.
i can hate my AS
feels kind of nice to take proactive steps, but man i have no idea if my perception is real or f**cked. and i;m not looking forward to the drudgery