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Amandar
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19 Sep 2015, 4:31 pm

a fatal accident. I do not belong, I should, but I don't. I am tired and everything hurts deep within. My existence is a waste of energy.



midnightjudge
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20 Sep 2015, 12:03 am

Maybe you could tell us more about your situation. Have you been feeling this way for a long time? Can you tell us why?



Amandar
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20 Sep 2015, 1:01 pm

A long time. I had an abusive family member when I was little. I've been through therapy more than a few times but I still destroy EVERY relationship. I don't think I fit anywhere. I feel very much alone. Thanks for talking to me.



VisInsita
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21 Sep 2015, 1:48 pm

Today I prayed for you.

Have courage, you are good, they can't take you from you. All the best, you are in my thoughts.



Amandar
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21 Sep 2015, 2:53 pm

VisInsita wrote:
Today I prayed for you.

Have courage, you are good, they can't take you from you. All the best, you are in my thoughts.


Thank you! Your kindness means a lot to me :heart:



VisInsita
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22 Sep 2015, 12:35 pm

Thank you.



Kuraudo777
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22 Sep 2015, 8:44 pm

One thing I sometimes do before bed is to make a little mantra [chant] about myself and positive things about myself, or just things that make me happy. For example, tonight's mantra is: flowers, smiley faces, kittens, rainbows, crystals, green stuff, trees, noodles, pumpkin pie, thinking about interesting things, and chatting on this site.


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