Supervisors Are Knobs!

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Even though I can receive housing benefit, it won't cover the cost of the rent for a private let. They cost too much, but it can be easier to get into a private flat than a regular one. If you know what I mean. That does not mean it will be cheaper.

When I was in that supported flat, I had my rent covered. It exceeded £700 a month and I never paid a penny because that was paid for by (I don't know, but whoever dealt with that paid it for me when required).

The flat was cold in the winter, and apparently it was also damp. My family suspected it was damp because of the musty smell. The staff were using flat 1 next to me as an office. Since I don't follow what they do any more, I have only heard bits and pieces about them just using the flat for sleepover duties, and their office is in Edinburgh somewhere.

I got a letter from my advocate and it was full of bull-stinking-shite about how they helped me in jail, which is one hundred and ten percent not truthful. They just came to the 'agents area' twice and that was it. Just a brief unimportant visit each time in 2014. Since I gave up my support, they of course never gave me any support whatsoever during the months I was in Barlinnie this summer.

Honestly: I wish now I had never met them. All of them, actually. Even the nice ones. None of them give a flying rat's ass about me now that their pay check doesn't involve being around me. I'd even messaged a lot of the former ones on Facebook, thinking they may feel sorry about me being put through all of this misery, but nobody responded. I'd even on a few occasions gotten the dreaded thumbs up page, as in they just blocked me. It is equal to sticking their fingers up at me.

Yeah. May they rot in hell.

Didn't you end up jail for contacting your "helpers" in violation of several no-contact orders? Didn't you use your laptop to do so, which is why 1) court confiscated it and 2) court bars you from using the internet?

Why not let the agency try to help you find a new place to live? Clearly, you're not capable of finding one in your own.

Yes. That is a quick summary.

Face it, folks. Most caregivers do this job to get a better job from gaining experience at our expense. Once they leave, you are a thing of the past. As a human with true feelings despite the disability we all have, it is a harsh reality to accept. These people are being paid to be in your life and they ain't ever going to be an integral addition to your life at all. It is like all professionals have a date their association with you will expire and sometimes they can be in that job months or even a matter of weeks. They do not see the world as we do. And they all move on and they never really ever stay in touch once they are gone. That superficial attitude stays.

But...

I find it kind of worrying that just any smuck can apply for this type of job, because you have to question if they really feel anything for the clients they engage with. One guy who was working at Autism Initiatives years ago emailed me this.

Eddie Guerrero was a (tasteless word meaning a vagina) and he liked to (inappropriate word) young boys.

However, I do not think you are a bad guy. Just a bit (censored) up.

That was just two of many similar remarks. No support worker ought to be psychologically harassing a depressed client - ever.

He worked for the same agency that lied to me over the two ladies I went to prison multiple times over. The emails ceased after he left. He used a pseudonym named Bruce Ritchie. However, Patrick is his actual name.

Does that sound like a "caring" agency?

Part of me knows I am screwed. I'm a nervous wreck now. But support workers and that can be snitches too. You want to be able to be honest with them. That last lot were not on my side.

That honesty was breached. One guy in 2014 agreed I could begin a petition to get J & S back, but then I am 99.9% sure I caught him being a grass, so what was the point in him giving me the go ahead then?

Mate, please don't try to turn this into yet another thread where you accuse me of starting all of this. They provoked my outbursts. And once again, you talk only of the women while once again ignoring my posts about that guy sending me a lot of emails. Not once has Patrick's abusive ways gone acknowledged on here since this issue has been raised. It is like you skip it totally while only talking about these caregivers who in my view, are traitors.

What the agency did was wholly inappropriate. And some members already agree they were fruitcakes.

And what about Patrick? Was that OK?

It doesn't matter what you think was done to you or what was actually done to you--stalking and harassing women is never ok. There is never any justification for stalking and harassing people, and that's why you went to jail.

Yeah, well life goes on.

Hello, again.

I am switching over to a different agency. Well, I contacted them last week and this dippy contacted my social worker to "assess" my needs, like I were not capable of doing that myself. It is a case of just waiting now.

I suppose they just have to be certain one actually requires their help. But no doubt that agency will blab to him behind by back all the way, and he in turn will blab to that other dickhead who was told to monitor me by the court. Provided I am not bothering those traitorous skanks any longer, then just why should it matter what I do with my days?

Another problem is I am not meant to use Facebook at all. However, many acting jobs and feeds are done through there and work for actors is already few and far between, so I want to keep a check on any jobs that may be coming up. Already, I am down to be a zombie this year in a major film and I do not want my support people to blab about my business because they may ask how I found out about the job, and even if I keep quiet, they may tell my supervisor and he may contact the crew. Or they could act fishy.

I am not saying they would, but I need support aides. Not spies.