I would but they are vague; not enough hard detail for me to hammer out who and what they are onto paper
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And most of the time, my dreams oddly consist of me trying to make love to what characters are there.
I suppose my dreams say a lot about me. : (
I'm down because I am very lonely and I haven't much to do as a result. I long for closeness and intimacy, which would have been easy before I moved. I feel there is so much wrong with me, the only time I can be pacified from doing something wrong is to sleep. Thus, I have been sleeping an unhealthy amount.
I am also a PTSD survivor so that's a whole different thing.