You've got time, yet.
Some people change direction several times in the course of their life....you may be one of them.
My mom went back to school in her fifties to get into a career that was close to a lifelong dream career she'd never been able to pursue -- and she did this after decades of being unemployed and on disability. Not saying everyone can do that sort of thing or that everyone will find they have the resources (material and personal/physical/inner) and opportunities required for their specific dreams, just that it can and does happen....and that makes me think there is reason for everyone to hope and to have dreams -- even if you have to sort of remake your dreams a little bit, or find new ones, along the way.
It is hard to accept limitations, though....I have struggled with a lot of frustration and despair over how difficult some things will always be for me. I still come up against situations that make me feel those feelings all over again.
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"Coming back to where you started is not the same as never leaving." -- Terry Pratchett, A Hat Full of Sky
Love transcends all.