slw1990 wrote:
When I had Thanksgiving with my family my aunt gave me several drinks and I actually started to get drunk. Alcohol makes me feel a little better, but I still struggle an have trouble interacting with others. I feel like an unlovable helpless child and I'm don't know what to do about it. Sometimes I don't want to be alive.
I personally don't think drinking would ever be a good solution to things. Interacting is hard but people will understand if you have trouble.
You are one of the few on this site that chat with me! I wish I could help more, you are a very nice person and I wish things were better for you