Hello again.
-9.
I'm pushing everyone that I hold dear away and making false promises. I just... I just keep getting so damn deep into this rabbit hole, but whenever I try to get back out it's always just a one-way street in no mans land. I can't escape this damn dreading feeling, that everywhere I turn I have to act. My 'friends' give me odd looks every time I try to open up to them, or even try to vent to them. So I keep it to myself. I haven't cried in months, and despite the people I've told that to, they always tell me to just "Try to cry!". I can't. I don't know if I'm just trying not to, or...
I feel like the scum of the Earth, and I can't even figure out a way how to stop it.
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Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 156 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 73 of 200
You are very likely neurodiverse (Aspie)
There's three ways to stop me from doing what I do...
What? You think I'mma tell you?
I'm not female, even though this account says I am. I messed up during account creation. Which is-- yeah, all I do. Always messing something up.