Tired of everything

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This has not been a good week at all. Just feeling very irritable and alone with my thoughts too much. Thought getting outside would help but it only made things even worse and kinda took my irritation out on friends which i regret very much. Spent he last few hours just sitting here staring at walls thinking too much about horrible things. Sometimes i get the feeling that any attempt to fix myself just fails because its a self sabotage because i feel like i deserve it but subconsciously i think. Im not sure but i just want it to stop...i just feel so weak when it comes to fighting this...

Yep. Life could be like that sometimes.

When I feel the way you do, I just go on YouTube, and watch all baseball games, or old rock-n-roll performances.