My life was a misfire
...Being Aspie was not the base of what I'm talking about here, it's the topping on top, it was not the base, the r-n-ic on the bottom .
More later, but I could just kill myself now...
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.

My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

Perhaps I should just go wait to die instead. in an institution/whatever




The person who. when I started this, had.the post right above me and I'd also at the top of Page 40 - Well, I'm going to avoid even using his name...ad. when I used his name earlier in this thread just to say Ivdii
I expected this sort of reply. I don't think this is worth debating. You have what you need, so if you want to go to school then you need to make it happen.
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V "Live Long and Prosper"
...I'm not as depressed now ...However. Spock, I don't give a damn what you " demand " I say (Maybe you didn't use that precise phrase. at least not recently, but.), cspisch? That goes for other people who scream at demanding "" answers "
. Bleep you.
Moving to someone who I started talking about above, Page 40's topper...when I made an answer to him, not in any way name-calling, some third party LIED!, and said I name-calling him - which I did not - but s moderator believed that third party,- I have s suspicion who it may be. but I won't say here - and. even with the evidence up here proving it not true, suspended me.
.
So, I will only refer to that person as I Cannot Name Him (ICNH).
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.

My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!


Moving to someone who I started talking about above, Page 40's topper...when I made an answer to him, not in any way name-calling, some third party LIED!, and said I name-calling him - which I did not


So, I will only refer to that person as I Cannot Name Him (ICNH).
It doesn't matter who if anyone reported your post.
Just like it doesn't matter who if anyone reported what I posted that got me temporarily banned.
What matters is how the moderator(s) interpreted what you yourself wrote.

Perhaps I should just go wait to die instead. in an institution/whatever




The person who. when I started this, had.the post right above me and I'd also at the top of Page 40 - Well, I'm going to avoid even using his name...ad. when I used his name earlier in this thread just to say Ivdii
Would being in an institution be worse than the situation you are in now? I think you need to look at that as a serious question. Doing whatever you want whenever you want is killing you and getting you nowhere.
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V "Live Long and Prosper"


Moving to someone who I started talking about above, Page 40's topper...when I made an answer to him, not in any way name-calling, some third party LIED!, and said I name-calling him - which I did not


So, I will only refer to that person as I Cannot Name Him (ICNH).
It doesn't matter who if anyone reported your post.
Just like it doesn't matter who if anyone reported what I posted that got me temporarily banned.
What matters is how the moderator(s) interpreted what you yourself wrote.
He got banned because he called you a "rat king."
Myself and the rest of the mods have reached our limits with ASS-P cussing people out and insulting them.
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"If we fail to anticipate the unforeseen or expect the unexpected in a universe of infinite possibilities, we may find ourselves at the mercy of anyone or anything that cannot be programmed, categorized or easily referenced."
-XFG (no longer a moderator)
...You took the angry phrase out and said " Don't do it again", I indeed did not. Then, some time later. after some time had passed. and you had put up a not unfriendly post here - Belated offense was taken and you banned me, re-creating the old insult!
Well, now, if I get banned NOW youse guys/y'all will know why!
eek"]


Moving to someone who I started talking about above, Page 40's topper...when I made an answer to him, not in any way name-calling, some third party LIED!, and said I name-calling him - which I did not


So, I will only refer to that person as I Cannot Name Him (ICNH).
It doesn't matter who if anyone reported your post.
Just like it doesn't matter who if anyone reported what I posted that got me temporarily banned.
What matters is how the moderator(s) interpreted what you yourself wrote.
He got banned because he called you a "rat king."
Myself and the rest of the mods have reached our limits with ASS-P cussing people out and insulting them.[/quote]
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.

My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

Well, now, if I get banned NOW youse guys/y'all will know why!

As many others have remarked you've been shown a remarkable amount of leniency all these years. If you get banned it would just be a matter of it being the last straw and nothing for you to claim victimization over.

Well, now, if I get banned NOW youse guys/y'all will know why!

eek"]


Moving to someone who I started talking about above, Page 40's topper...when I made an answer to him, not in any way name-calling, some third party LIED!, and said I name-calling him - which I did not


So, I will only refer to that person as I Cannot Name Him (ICNH).
It doesn't matter who if anyone reported your post.
Just like it doesn't matter who if anyone reported what I posted that got me temporarily banned.
What matters is how the moderator(s) interpreted what you yourself wrote.
He got banned because he called you a "rat king."
Myself and the rest of the mods have reached our limits with ASS-P cussing people out and insulting them.
No, you got banned because you called Ezra a "rat king."
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"If we fail to anticipate the unforeseen or expect the unexpected in a universe of infinite possibilities, we may find ourselves at the mercy of anyone or anything that cannot be programmed, categorized or easily referenced."
-XFG (no longer a moderator)
...So you want to stop me from expressing myself just because I annoyed you by not replying to your demands from attention from me, is it? Because I'm not responding to your " demands " (whatever your precise words were), then? You want a fellow Aspie
s emotion expression taken away - you hate me that much
.
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.

My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
My opinion is that folks should stop saying what this man doesn't want to hear which continues to perpetuate this negative back and forth round and round over and over.
If he says he wants to go to Vienna to attend a ten million dollar a year sausage making school, just go along with it, or just don't say anything.
If he says he just consumed 10 pounds of salt and 20 pounds of sugar and now he's in the hospital, just say something like sorry to hear that, hope you get better soon, or just don't say anything.
If he says he just spent every last cent he has on comic books and then left them in the middle of the street in a bad neighborhood and they got stolen, just say something like sorry to hear that, or just don't say anything at all.
If he starts talking about some dramatic situation, gets to a cliff hanger, and then doesn't say anything else, don't press him for an update or details.
Enough is enough already.

There is a lot going on in the rest of this thread, but I wanted to respond to this one thing. I'm really sorry that this mess with Kavanaugh has been bringing up bad feelings/memories for you. I think it has for a lot of people. Without getting into details, I experienced something similar-ish to Dr Ford, and listening to her description of the event was extremely difficult and upsetting. I can't imagine how much worse it would be for someone who was actually raped. The last week has just been so exhausting and draining for so many people who have been sexually assaulted. I feel such impotent rage at the people who are dismissing what Dr. Ford went through, and who have dismissed so many survivors in the past, and that helpless anger is exhausting in its own way. I will send good thoughts your way.
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Not all those who wander are lost... but I generally am.
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