Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent

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I love people, but it just creeps you all out because I'm nothing but a stereotype.

It's out of line in this society for me to do anything in my personal life anymore so just text me if any of you disagree. I won't hold my breath, there's no time for breathing anyway with my agenda.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

I wish I could help

I know what you are doing.

I don't but I think it does not matter if I do not understand it.

Dear friend who no longer hears me, why is it so difficult to let go? I still miss you. Why don't the memories die faster?

running away from your problems never helped anyone. i've been watching you do this for almost ten years now.

it's painful and always will be, as long as we share this earth.

Well, I finally don't feel anything anymore.

I'm free. You're free.

Woohoo.

We can have fun. Separate fun.

I miss sweeping you off your feet and carrying you up the stairs while your arms were draped around me. I miss being close to you. I miss warming your hands and feet up with my hands. I miss admiring you while you weren't paying attention.

I kinda hoped you would be my gay best friend.

If you had nothing to complain about, would you also have nothing to say?

Dear friend,

why did it take you 9 months to see that your sudden change in our friendship contact confused me? I told you so often that I missed you and thought your silence is rejection. You did not hear me. You never responded or answered a question. After 9 months, you said that you would not ignore me. I think you never understood that I missed talking with you.

I understood that you were busy. I did not understand that you were too busy to tell me if we were still friends or not. I asked but no response. I tried to talk with you so often. When you finally made time after 9 months, it were a few minutes only and we did not find a way forward because you ran away again. I asked small things from you, like to tell me if you see us still as friends even though you could not maintain contact. No answer. But you told me that you wanted even less contact, more distance.

I am so frustrated. You complain that I do not respect that you are so busy and have no time. You did not respect me either, never answered even small questions. Talking about these patterns meets ... your silence again. I am so frustrated, feel stuck. The silence activates old and unhealthy thoughts and a lot of fear in me. I do not handle this well. If the fear get too big to manage it, I use anger to escape that fear. I know that my anger is not not good for you. I wish I could be a better person. A different person.

I miss you. I am sorry for letting out my anger on you.

Dear stepdad,
It's normal for guys who are in their late 20s and early 30s to meet up as platonic friends and that doesn't have to be run past parents. We're not 10.
Shouldn't matter but we're both trans guys ffs.
You're acting jealous...
Liam

Dear ex friend-crush whatever. I don't want to see you anymore. Life and relationships may be easy for you but it never was for me. I am still feeling attached and hurt and want to forget you completely. So get out of my life

I don't want to bring anyone down in general but I'm in a rough spot & my brain is too so I'm happy to chill out doing nothing in the dark for now.

Everyone be safe & keep it real so long as I have no idea what's going on.

It's a wacky world alright.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

I feel like life is teaching me lessons to cut you some more slack...

Or you've actually changed the way I see things...

Yeah that last one is more likely.

I promise I'll shut up like you said.