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And So It Goes
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11 Aug 2020, 4:41 am

3.

My body feels inflamed and achey. Amazing what stress can do! :roll:

Exercise and relaxation techniques don't really help.

We'll see...

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12 Aug 2020, 5:20 pm

2.

Bad bad bad days.

Lost my job, lost my health care, had to stop therapy.

:cry:

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13 Aug 2020, 12:22 am

-5 I think an important person to me may be outgrowing our time together. I'm gonna be so sad but not surprised when it goes down. :cry:

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14 Aug 2020, 6:46 am

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15 Aug 2020, 10:51 am

-2, +3. A stark reminder of the lonely loser I am, yet I feel kinda good regardless?

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16 Aug 2020, 2:24 am

that1weirdgrrrl wrote:

2.

Bad bad bad days.

Lost my job, lost my health care, had to stop therapy.

:cry:

{{{{{ that1weirdgrrrl }}}}}

Very sorry to hear this. Hang in there .... one door closes, another one opens....

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16 Aug 2020, 2:20 pm

This is true^ one day at a time that1weirdgrrl :heart:

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17 Aug 2020, 4:03 pm

Uh, about a 0

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17 Aug 2020, 4:14 pm

-7 My post-surgery (excision always biopsy on one side, port put into the other) shoulders are finally starting to feel better (I don’t think I’ve even taken any pain medicine at all today ), but I’m downright terrified of starting chemo on Thursday. Different people’s reactions even to the same chemical cocktail administered on the same dosing schedule are so different, I have absolutely no idea what to expect, and I keep fearing the worst What I’m afraid of is not dying, but what I’ll have to endure to keep living.

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17 Aug 2020, 5:47 pm

Bravest of the brave... Wish u Persisting comforts throughout this difficult journey

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17 Aug 2020, 6:04 pm

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18 Aug 2020, 7:05 pm

0. Depressingly neutral.

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19 Aug 2020, 3:17 pm

I'm honestly not sure anymore - I feel numb and unimportant and like every goal I've set recently just becomes unmanageable and whatever I try just doesn't work out.
And it feels like I've forgotten how to get my brain to switch off/slow down so can't figure out where to start with anything or what my next step should be.

If i had to guess a number id say 3

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19 Aug 2020, 5:00 pm

DarkScorpion1989 wrote:

this EXACTLY.

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20 Aug 2020, 12:52 am

Still not known.

All I do know is tension and relief at the same time.

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20 Aug 2020, 3:17 am

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