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So annoyed right now. My partner keeps forgetting to tell me when they have work and then they're just gone for hours. I keep reminding them to tell me. Their apologies are starting to not feel true. They also will be talking to me earlier and not tell me. It's getting on my nerves. Honestly it makes me feel like they don't care about me. Also recently they wanted me to give advice to a girl at their work. That made me feel weird. They just sent me a post she made. It's like why are you getting her posts in your feed? Also it's getting on my nerves that they have so many female friends that they spend time with when I am not there including 2 exes. If I mention their feelings get hurt.

Your partner shouldn't be seeing two of his exes. It sounds like you are being played. I wouldn't put up with that if I were you.

You also shouldn't be getting wind of him talking to other females on social media. He sounds like he isn't taking your relationship seriously.

My life has gotten to the point where Im starting to hate technology. I'm 13, so obviously I don't have the best phone. But my phone is so awful I can't run any online chat or download apps. I can use a site called chatzy, but thanks to discord, everyone there has left. There's probably a few hundred users left worldwide, whereas a few years ago there was thousands. Discord, I give you the middle finger.

People who "humblebrag" by complaining that their incredible beauty/intelligence keeps them from getting a boyfriend, a girlfriend, a university degree, a job, et cetera, are really annoying.  Don't they realize that their humblebragging is so transparent that it can't hide their conceit?

Merriam-Webster says:

humblebrag (v): to make a seemingly modest, self-critical, or casual statement or reference that is meant to draw attention to one's admirable or impressive qualities or achievements.

f*** flying monkeys
what's with that
you needz lotz of support to put me down, ooohhh

one shouldn't give it a worry but how not?

eg, yesterday i was told(again) i didn't know anything about piling the wood
yeahyeah, not that fashion of every wood i do, you must re-do that
when i did the woods 10-15 years with he nb, then when you came you started treating me like a toddler; pick up the scraps from the ground
oh but you are so precious
and the thing that can't be said that makes it obviously ok to beat me if the need arrises
bystanders be oh she really deserved that,
then also, why don't you praise us more?
we are such nice people

fake fake fake people need all of your support,
and more more more,
but your effort is nothing to them

this world is very strange

I found a video that apparently can cause Schizophrenia for people who want it. That's a bit upsetting. My relationship with my family is not as good as it used to be because of it. I can never be as independent as I want to be. I don't leave the house for days,.I don't take care of myself the way I should. I can't drive. I don't have any friends. I struggle with motivation a lot. I don't do things im supposed to do. I just don't understand why someone would want that. It's honestly something I wish I didn't have.

Ugh my partner did it again! He is at work and forgot to tell me!

Stupid fricking 'sneezing' all fricking night that I couldn't damn sleep and now tired on a busy day...

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dryer not working

house too dirty. too lazy to clean

exhausted all the time. scheduled a doctor's appointment for two weeks later.

dumpster fire "job" is requiring me to get a doctor's note. if the doctor refuses to write the note, the company could make me Cashier or Customer. s**t.

lung capacity getting lower

muscles feel weak and s**t

Why is it not happening? Is something wrong?
Is it me or is it me? Is it me?
I don’t need to have a panic attack over this, I just need to consult that book.
If i’m really concerned, then i have options

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ATM, I'm shaking out of sheer rage...

Because those damn pests eating my damn food...

I hate those fricking pests...

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Gaaaah watch it, man

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I'm developing a very low tolerance for whiners.

I wish I had a better outlook on people, but the majority of people are at the very least dumb, at worst genuinely awful, and looking to harm others to fill the void in their lives.

Just want to be somewhere where I feel supported, have a small group of friends, and have as little stress as possible. Pipe f*****g dream, I live in the US.