I told my parents I never want to see them again

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Ok, congrats, a lot of other people do too. You can LARP as a NT all you want but you're going to be autistic no matter what you do. You can't change how your brain works. If you wanted to pretend you aren't autistic, why join a forum of people that you despise so much and ask for help? Why continue to show up here?

We're going to tell you the same s**t, different day.

You don't have to tell every single person you're autistic. Your girlfriend, your friends, your boss, whatever. You can get it erased. You can mask all you want, but you will always BE autistic. The fact that I have to spell it out to you pretty much proves my point.

I know i’ll always be autistic. I just want to pretend I’m not. If society thinks i’m an NT, the easier life will get.

I'm sorry that you've found a lot of misery in your life. Truly, I am with my harshness. I don't think a lot of people are happy they are autistic and skip around fields of flowers.

However, just because you are miserable and upset, does not give you the right to drag anyone down in your misery party. You want to lash out and hurt because you suffered a lot and are angry at the world. You want to pretend everything about you is normal and fine. You want 'MTV Spring Break'.

Having this fear and distrust of people will not benefit you. You already pre-determined that your girlfriend will eventually leave you despite everything going fine. You fear that people at work will find out about autism. You are so afraid of that ...SOMETHING that you want to get in the first punch before you get hurt because that's how you feel you will be protected.

This isn't a way to live.

I'm not required to be a nice person.

This has to be a troll or it sure seems like it.

Not trolling. I hate myself for being autistic and how I can't live life on easy mode like NTs do.

Jesus Christ you behave like every autistic guy I’ve interacted with lmao.

Good luck OP. You need it for how sh***y of a person you are.

I’m going to choose this pattern of thinking because I don’t want to believe this is a real person.

You don't believe I exist, and then wonder why I don't trust anyone?

How about I just kill myself, honeytoast? Then you and everyone else doesn't need to worry about me anymore.
I have had thoughts about purposely tipping over the UPS truck to end my life.

I wouldn't like it if you did that to yourself

I hope reincarnation is real. I can come back as a better person.

You know, I can't wait until I earn enough money to allow me to be a huge jerk without consequences.
For fun, I've "accidentally" stepped on sleeping homeless people's back's when delivering packages downtown.

I’m not going to play along with your manipulation and saying that you’re going to kill yourself because you don’t like what I said about not wanting to believe you are a bad person and then get riled up when I wish you were a troll.

Get help dude.

Anyone ever see the movie "Little"? Jordan grows up and becomes a huge, successful bully because she was bullied.

Yeah I've done sh***y things to people too