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I have a complaint from years ago. My mother told me that everything will be alright, all I have to do is believe and be happy, "there is always hope" and all that... and then she was like "you'll never succeed", and all that. How could I take a person like that seriously?

I cant handle wp anymore, its always messing up and its just annoying! Most of the people here are pretty cool so its a shame that the server sucks.

I don't like my life, I have no friends and no one likes me.

I'm pissed off because all these jerks that are mocking and humiliating me, and these fools think they are better than me.

God I'm pissed.

And, all these insensitive idiots infesting everything.

All these annoying losers keep mocking me because of Asperger.

I wish aspergers was easier to discribe to people.
I wish my teachers understood that even though I appear and act fairly normal, I have tried and worked very hard to be where I am now.
I wish that they were willing to give me just a little lee-way and let me turn in an assignment a day late and not get a zero for it.
I wish that people understood that organization is near impossible for me.
I wish that more people could be more understanding and sympathetic about things they do not completely understand.
I wish people said 'thank you' or 'I'm sorry' more often.
I wish the world wasn't so ingorant.
I wish people understood me.
I wish I understood me.

I'm furious with the doctor who prescribes my medication. I never, ever want to see him again! He is basically forcing me to be someone I'm not, and that is not okay. I have an appointment with him tomorrow, and I am going to refuse to go. I refuse to have anything more to do with him. If I end up going, I might punch him in the face or seriously cuss him out. My mom is the only one who understands why I am so angry, and she keeps telling me that I should tell my doctor how I feel. I can't do that because I know I will say things I regret later. I might even be crying after I tell him - and not just little sobs; rather, I would be in hysterics.

^When I first wrote that, I was so angry I couldn't think straight. But now I'm calm enough to explain it rationally (and hopefully for the last time). I did come across quite a few groups for meat-eaters on myspace, and one of them stated clearly that they like to eat meat, but they respect vegetarians, and I was ok with that. However, the other groups I came across said things like "f**k the vegetarians! EAT MEAT" and "vegans can blow it out their ass!" which is what got me so angry. And that's the type of people I directed the "die of colon cancer and heart attacks" comment at, not people who eat meat in general. When I was a vegetarian, I never tried to force it on anyone else. I tried to explain factory farming a few times, but that's as far as I went, I swear.
As of today, I am no longer a vegetarian.

You made the right choice, Cheerlessleader. Tasty animals are supposed to be eaten by us. Or they will be eaten by other animals. Vegans think they're morally superior, but they're really just putting animals before themselves and their offspring.

Vegans like meat too, human penile tissue. So everyone likes meat in some form.

I want a life! I NEED a life!

I need to figure this out once and for all! It's basically the most important thing in the world to me! And I need to write it down in its proper order!

Humanity sucks

I wish I didn't feel so depressed so much of the time. Coping with the Aspergers I have would be so much more possible if I didn't feel down in the dumps.

why do the people that's not on a diet eat in front of me to make me feel worse?
why do normies make fun of me?
why can I have the life I want?
why is it so damn hard to lose weight?
why does people think because I have AS they think I'm a weakling & can't do things like regular people?
why doesn't non-aspies understand me?
why does eminem pick kim? when there's better girls (like me) he could be with
why do I always like the guys that don't like me?
why does it seem like I'm reaching too far for my goals? even though I want them so bad
why can't I learn how to play many instruments & read music? (cuz I love it so but have a hard time with it)
why don't normies take time to understand me? (or at least try)
why do normies treat me so mean?
why is men passing laws about abortion when they don't have a slight clue about it?

why can't I be rich,famous & thin & make millions of dollars?
why can't I get gastric bypass?
why can't I get plastic surgury period?
why do some hmo's don't support the cost for plastic surgury?
why doesn't everyone become vegetarians? (then everyone will be healthy & save from killing animals for food)
why can't I get what I want?
why can't I drive?
why can't I have a chaffeour?
why can't I have a big birthday party like the celebs on my birthday?
why is there not a jamba juice in georgia?
why isn't there more health food stores?
why does internet stores & other big businesses rip ppl off?
why does it cost so much for damn credits on IMVU?
why didn't they come up with a website like this sooner?
why is gas prices so high?
why is everything so high nowadays?
why can't the arabs & jews get along?
why do we have to go to war?
why does america stick our head in other countries business?
why is bush still in office?
why didn't they impeach bush yet?
why does the media adore thin people that look like the size of stripper poles? (example:mary-kate,nicole richie,kate moss)
what is sexy about being a size 0 or 2?
why do they treat fat people so mean?