scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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People laugh at me when I wear sunglasses and I don't like music.

2. I am so going to scream yet.

The entire point of email is so that I don't have to talk to people outside. The entire point. I'm all ready almost failing that class (a D; I've never gotten below a C+, and I don't intend to start now) because he told me I didn't have to do that essay and then failed me for it (there's like three grades in that entire class; one low grade and that's it), and now it's "just come talk to me so we can work something out". Email! That was why I used it, so I wouldn't have to talk to you, for God's sake. It's not that bloody difficult.

Blah. I'll take an anti-irritable monster pill, be fine in a few hours.

2.
Finally not an apt for next month with psych, but having spoken to an obviously aspie male aquaintance who has been refused diagnosis by the same shrink, I am not very hopeful. Apparently, this shrink considers it a waste of resources to diagnose adults.

-9

-4 I'm getting really paranoid about what I think a lot of people on this website think I am. This is quite disturbing, I have grown fond of a lot of people on this website and the thought of this is horrible. I hope my paranoia is just that, paranoia, not intuition.

-1

I'm getting hungry and I don't know what to eat.
I also feel a bit sad that I have no friends here and no one thinks anything of me.

-10

-4.
My demons are driving me crazy.
I need to find some worth inside of myself so that I will stop basing it on my face... how shallow am I, yet with others, it is what is inside that matters to me most.
Why does the same not apply to me?

-4. It's the damned seasonal blues. I used think it was a crock of s**t, but now I know there is such a thing as S.A.D. If I have to hear one more booming car stereo, I'm going to scream!

4.9

Feeling quite good.
I am getting ready to leave work as I type this.
Looking forward to my next shift.

To everyone who is feeling blah:
You can get through it.
Be strong.
This thing that is depressing you will gradually go away.

-8. Bad day, I'll probably get worse when it sinks in tomorrow.

I quit the basketball team because the new coach is such a jerk. I've not been feeling well recently and I hadn't been practicing well. So what if I'm bad in practice? It's the game that matters, but he gave me too much crap and I have schoolwork to focus on too, so I quit. The other players have been mean to me recently, and I'll probably get crap for quitting later but I don't care. I might regret this later, though.

Later on, I went to a party that I was invited to. The first time I'd been invited to one in over a month. I left very quickly because there weren't enough people there and when I can't blend in with the crowd the pressure to socialize is too high. I think my exit was more conspicuous than I would have liked.

a good solid -10...Flakey is being so creepy and manipulative.

and the bass frequencies of the band tonight made me throw up...

my heart is broken.

7. Had a good day, got work done.

6 not terrible... asked that girl out through message. Waiting for response... but I can word things quite well - and am quite a good analyzer and planner...
So, if she says no, it ain't anything I could've controlled - I've done my best and planned well... *shrugs* rejection is not as bad a feeling though as some of the things I've felt recently lol. Well - not light rejection anyway - she respects me quite a lot I think.