Moog wrote:
lotusblossom wrote:
the side effects have stopped now and I feel normal again.
I feel so down though and full of despair. I dont want to go on any longer. This world is not for me and I am not able to reconsile myself with the world or work with it in any way. Im too far apart from others and do not understand people. I am alone in myself and desolate.
Oh, LB I am sad to hear that you are suffering. Hang in there. There's a possibility that the drugs are making you feel bad. Perhaps you should see your doctor about your dosage. There's always tons of support around here, moral support even if we can't actually do much.
Praying for your happiness.
I dont think its the drugs, as I often feel like this when life is hard.
Im not going to the dr again though as I dont like it. They have not contacted me for a new appointment so I will leave it.
dont worry about me though, I shall not kill myself. Death comes to us all, I only have to be patient and it will come for me at some point.