This is the worst kind of torture

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Having asperger syndrome is like waking up during anesthesia. By that I mean, you're functionally ret*d and you realize it, but you can't do anything to stop yourself from walking funny, saying the wrong thing in a social situation. Looking at people weird. At least in my situation.

I've given up on having the life of a typical 18-24 year old.

I get you. I basically gave up on it all about 2 years ago.

Not having a typical life doesn't mean your life can't be good or interesting. Just saying...

no, f**k this. im tired of not having a choice in the way my life turns out. My freinds SUCK. theyre the biggest f*****g losers on the planet and one of them is a legit ret*d kid (special ed, speech impediment, whole f****n nine yards) if i went anywhere with them where there are normal college-aged people present, we'd be laughed out of there.

How the f**k am i gonna survive life if i cant even have a f*****g conversation without making it painfully obvious that im a f*****g dipshit.

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you. I just believe that a lot of things in life depend on the attitude. I think that the fact that you can't have what other people have doesn't mean that you can't have anything positive in your life.
Anyway, it's just my opinion. I tried to be a little bit positive but maybe it's not what you want or need now.
Once again, sorry for making you angry.
Best wishes.

That's not a very nice way to speak about your friends. If you're that disrespectful, it's no wonder that more socially perceptive people don't want anything to do with you.

The best advice I can give you is to stop looking for something better and make the most of the things you already have.

You won't have the life of a typical person. You are not a typical person. But personally I don't see why that's all that bad. Typical people can be so braindead. Who wrongly judges people based on little eccentricities? Typical people. Who writes you off for saying something a bit off? Typical people. I dunno about you, but the only people for me are the crazies. Forget lower class, upper class, "ret*d" class... We aren't ret*d. We're FRINGE CLASS BABY. Have pride that you can see the world in a way few will ever be able to, and forget the typical judging and shunning sheep. They end up miserable in offices the rest of their lives anyway.

NO!! !! ! f**k THIS!! !! I WANNA GOLF AND GO DEEP SEA FISHING, I WANNA GO TO O.A.R. AND DAVE CONCERTS, AND TAILGATE AT SEC FOOTBALL GAMES. AND GET LOTS AND LOTS OF BEAUTIFUL GIRLS TO f**k AND NEVER CALL AGAIN. I DONT WANT MY SOCIAL EXPERIENCES TO BE LIMITED TO WATCHING ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW OR TWILIGHT WITH A BUNCH OF FAT CHICKS AND WEIRD DUDES BECAUSE I DONT HAVE THE SOCIAL KNOW-HOW TO GET INTO MORE PRESTIGIOUS CIRCLES.

I HATE MY LIFE. I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING TOO STUPID TO DO SOMETHING AS SIMPLE AS TALK TO PEOPLE WITHOUT MAKING IT OBVIOUS THAT IM A SOCIALLY INEPT DIPSHIT. WHY DO I HAVE THIS DISEASE

Well I'll tell you what ISN'T helping.

Ranting and cursing your circumstances. How much of that energy could be dedicated to figuring out how to conduct yourself publicwise?

i dont rant and curse in public, i do it on this forum bc thats the place to vent right?

True, true. So... It IS helping change the things you hate about your life then?

i dont think anything will help, i just cant act right around "Cool" people. Bring on fat chicks with punk rock t shirts and colored hair

If your greatest wish is to f**k pretty girls and never call them again, then I'm a bit glad that you don't yet have the techniques to accomplish that feat. Leaving a lot of fatherless babies is not as glamorous as it sounds.

Just an observation but dissing on your friends and going on about how you want beautiful girls to f*ck and then never call wont help things any. What makes you think that is the way 'cool' people behave? what is so cool about that?

I'm leaving this forum, in order to chase the life ive always dreamed of.