Page 1 of 2 [ 21 posts ]  Go to page 1, 2  Next

Kitty4670
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 18 Nov 2014
Gender: Female
Posts: 8,593
Location: California,USA

26 Oct 2024, 6:46 pm

I’m mentally & physically soooooo exhausted. I really cannot live anymore, I’m having alot of mental problems, I just want to die, I should of died earlier when I woke up & I had trouble breathing, I couldn’t get air, I should had died then everything would go away. It seems like the only way out of this living nightmare.



Carbonhalo
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 26 Nov 2007
Age: 63
Gender: Male
Posts: 1,969
Location: Musoria

26 Oct 2024, 7:21 pm

Please don't.
You make WP a much more interesting place.



Fenn
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 1 Sep 2014
Gender: Male
Posts: 2,958
Location: Pennsylvania

26 Oct 2024, 8:14 pm

https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/

I’m really sorry to hear that things feel so overwhelming for you right now. It sounds like you’re going through a lot, and those feelings must be so hard to carry alone. Please know that you’re not alone in feeling this way. Even though it might seem impossible now, many people have been in that place and found that with time and support, things can start to change, even if just a little at a time.

I hope you can reach out to someone you trust, like a friend, family member, or a mental health professional. If you’re not sure where to start, even just talking with someone—even anonymously on a support line—can sometimes lighten things, if only for a moment. There are people out there who genuinely care and want to help, and you deserve that support. Just take it one small step at a time, and know that you matter.


_________________
ADHD-I(diagnosed) ASD-HF(diagnosed)
RDOS scores - Aspie score 131/200 - neurotypical score 69/200 - very likely Aspie


Jakki
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 21 Sep 2019
Gender: Female
Posts: 11,835
Location: Outter Quadrant

26 Oct 2024, 9:12 pm

Somedays it will get to you,and sometimes it doesn't :roll:


_________________
Diagnosed hfa
Loves velcro,
Quote:
where ever you go ,there you are


CockneyRebel
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 17 Jul 2004
Age: 50
Gender: Male
Posts: 116,810
Location: In my little Olympic World of peace and love

27 Oct 2024, 12:13 am

Sweet Pea hugs


_________________
The Family Enigma


bee33
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 19 Apr 2008
Age: 60
Gender: Female
Posts: 3,625

27 Oct 2024, 12:26 am

I'm so sorry that things are so hard for you right now. I hope that you can feel a bit better and a bit more hopeful.



blitzkrieg
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 8 Jun 2011
Gender: Male
Posts: 17,444
Location: United Kingdom

27 Oct 2024, 1:33 am

Kitty4670 wrote:
I’m mentally & physically soooooo exhausted. I really cannot live anymore, I’m having alot of mental problems, I just want to die, I should of died earlier when I woke up & I had trouble breathing, I couldn’t get air, I should had died then everything would go away. It seems like the only way out of this living nightmare.


I am sorry to hear that you feel this way, Kitty.

When you woke up and had trouble breathing... might have you have sleep apnoea or something like that?



babybird
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 11 Nov 2011
Gender: Female
Posts: 74,226
Location: UK

27 Oct 2024, 1:40 am

That's very sad Kitty

I don't want you to die


_________________
We have existence


Gentleman Argentum
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 24 Aug 2019
Age: 54
Gender: Male
Posts: 810
Location: State of Euphoria

27 Oct 2024, 4:16 am

Kitty4670 wrote:
I’m mentally & physically soooooo exhausted. I really cannot live anymore, I’m having alot of mental problems, I just want to die, I should of died earlier when I woke up & I had trouble breathing, I couldn’t get air, I should had died then everything would go away. It seems like the only way out of this living nightmare.


You never know, something good may happen tomorrow.


_________________
My magical motto is Animus facit nobilem. I like to read fantasy and weird fiction. Just a few of my favorite online things: music, chess, and dungeon crawl stone soup.


Aspinator
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 23 Feb 2008
Age: 68
Gender: Male
Posts: 1,321
Location: AspinatorLand

27 Oct 2024, 9:06 am

I am sorry you are feeling this way. Don't let yourself down. Any drastic action taken by you is a way of saying to others "you've won" Be ornery and don't give them any satisfaction.



Please feel free to PM me any time you need to talk



Jakki
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 21 Sep 2019
Gender: Female
Posts: 11,835
Location: Outter Quadrant

27 Oct 2024, 11:57 am

It is considered impolite to die , whilst being a well liked member on W P .
Hope those thoughts get left behind you soon .....but often people end up being more controlled by Emotions at the moment. Even if that moment , COMPARED to a lifetime. , maybe a longer moment ( days , weeks ?) ...?
please feel better ! 8O


_________________
Diagnosed hfa
Loves velcro,
Quote:
where ever you go ,there you are


FineLine
Snowy Owl
Snowy Owl

User avatar

Joined: 12 Oct 2024
Gender: Male
Posts: 126

27 Oct 2024, 12:47 pm

stay strong Kitty!! !! !! !! !


_________________
please understand my posts are universal
we...need...peace
trees love a land that grows with new rehearsal
0...|...|...0


Kitty4670
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 18 Nov 2014
Gender: Female
Posts: 8,593
Location: California,USA

28 Oct 2024, 2:35 pm

Carbonhalo wrote:
Please don't.
You make WP a much more interesting place.


How can I make WP more interesting? Do you know where I'm living?



Kitty4670
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 18 Nov 2014
Gender: Female
Posts: 8,593
Location: California,USA

28 Oct 2024, 2:55 pm

Fenn wrote:
https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/

I’m really sorry to hear that things feel so overwhelming for you right now. It sounds like you’re going through a lot, and those feelings must be so hard to carry alone. Please know that you’re not alone in feeling this way. Even though it might seem impossible now, many people have been in that place and found that with time and support, things can start to change, even if just a little at a time.

I hope you can reach out to someone you trust, like a friend, family member, or a mental health professional. If you’re not sure where to start, even just talking with someone—even anonymously on a support line—can sometimes lighten things, if only for a moment. There are people out there who genuinely care and want to help, and you deserve that support. Just take it one small step at a time, and know that you matter.


How can I get help? I'm stuck in a group home :cry: :x :x :skull:



Kitty4670
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 18 Nov 2014
Gender: Female
Posts: 8,593
Location: California,USA

28 Oct 2024, 3:49 pm

How can I be strong? How can things get better? I'm living in a group home, the people that work here are making things worse, they DON'T CARE about me having Autism, I keep getting meltdowns, my brain can shut off, I been crying ALOT, having anxiety, social anxiety, more ankle pain, I was thinking about breaking my ankle to go to the hospital to get away from here, but that won't work. There going to be a Halloween party somewhere else, I don’t want to go, people should not force other people to do something they don’t want to do.



Jakki
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 21 Sep 2019
Gender: Female
Posts: 11,835
Location: Outter Quadrant

28 Oct 2024, 10:06 pm

Agreed


_________________
Diagnosed hfa
Loves velcro,
Quote:
where ever you go ,there you are