scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

Post Reply New Topic

+3

Finally found the Best Buy near my school.

-30



Watching other people get flamed, attacked, or accused is enough to deal with, but to see the accuser turn right around and act like they are the ones that got "tragectly" blasted when they did plenty of blasting themselves? I have a problem with it. It annoys me very much to see people getting flamed or attacked, but it happens everywhere.

aaaaarrrggg!! ! Ok, I need to leave for a bit and take a breather.

- 5

ugh...

Gotta break the scale boundaries because I think I can go -10 - +15 by the way I've been rating my days.

So I'd put myself at 11 right now.
I think someone assassinated Murphy, or he's on vacation.

I would say 8!? Good but not great, just a normal day being myself...

+2

A little nervous about my first day of classes tomorrow.

4 I feel neutral today. Nothing really good or bad.

same number as last time, another store is selling my stuff. They might even sell some of my T-shirts. The only problem with this is that it is a bird store and like I said before, bird people are cheap. I am doing 3 shows next week alone, one is at my dad's workplace and its like a farmer's market type thing, then the main fair opens on September 5th, you know the one I have been accepted in, then we just found out about another fair in my area but it is the first year they are doing it so we don't know if it will be successful or not. That one takes place on September 6th, the day after the other fair. Next year I am going to be in far more fairs and festivals. I am talking about in the summer and so on will be maybe a few shows a month. We found out about this "public art project" in Olympia that they put people's art in public buildings. I was too late for it this year, but I will do it next year. It was from August 1st-31st. I just missed it. By the way, I'm not rich yet. Maybe starting next year when we advertise and after this Wyland thing I have been talking about is when the money should start rolling in. Then that one person who wanted the commission work is going to see if she could put it in a another building and maybe they would want more art from me. If everything goes according to plan, they might have an art show. The problem is that it is far from where we live. It is in Spokane and I live near Olympia. So, something might come out of this commission drawing! I am so happy! I don't think I have ever been so happy in my life, not even when I was manic in October of last year. Nothing came out of that one. This time around almost everyday there is some good news about my art. More and more of places are selling my stuff or are going to order when its closer to Christmas because I sell cards and bookmarks as well and those things sell well during the holiday season. There is a bookstore that wants my art and products around Christmas time, so they probably want the stuff in November so the could sell it in December. I am just so excited! The only problem with the show tomorrow is that it is outdoors and it is going to rain. Yes, I have a show tomorrow as well. They have this farmer's market type thing during the summer and we just found out about it recently so tomorrow is the first time we are doing an outdoor show ever. I am not expecting much due to the bad weather. At least the booth was free because of where my dad works. If all goes well we are going to do every single one next year and I think it starts in either June or July, I'm not sure. Once again, I am happy! And I used to be the most depressed person on Earth, suicidal and everything. When I am depressed, I also self injure which isn't good of course. But now I am doing so well that it seems that it is going too well for it to be true.

Negative something something.

-10 feeling suicidal and feel as though I'll be alone forever because I can't stop messing up with women no matter what I try I seem to fall short of the things I want..........................................

^ Try not to feel that way, at least you have a chance to practice and and are trying. I don't even have anyone to talk to over here whether I try or not. But I know that may some day change.

0

I'm okay but concerned for my brother.

Not sure...feel bad, could be worse

Really wish this thread was a long string of +8`s and 9`s and 10`s
there so much pain here hope things pick up soon for those that
are down

^ I'm doing better, probably about a 4. Got a four day weekend!

While there are many things to be figured out, there is no question.

I'm somewhere between 6 and orbit - depends on how much the distance is weighing on me.


M.

Positive Eight point Nine Three Seven.

Pretty good! Got a wonderful weekend planned with my new lady friend.