scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Feeling not too bad, just a little sad, my uncles
funeral is in 14 hours, tomorrow morning and
i have decided not to go - I`ve been to so many
funerals and i always end up trying to be invisbel
amongst a bunch of people, i dont think i will add
anything positive by being there. And theres enough
people to carry the box, i do that usually but they
can manage without me and i know my uncle wouldn`t
care either way, if he could he would skip it himself
i`m sure.

One last tune for my uncle - rest in peace
you were the master of packing stuff into
a caravan hanger, no doubt

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8l3HKsNTuIY[/youtube]

^Sorry to hear that.




I'm feeling good, almost a 6 today.

Good. Found lots of 'free from' foods this morning in the supermarket and found a stand of the kind I had been looking for for a year : )

and...

I love Christmas

-1

My exams are over but I don't think I did as well as I would have liked on the one I had today. Oh well, that isn't what's bothering me anyway. I think my meds are starting to fail because I have been sort of depressed since Sunday. I'm having thoughts of not being good enough for anyone and that no one will ever love me. Plus they haven't made me drowsy at all lately, in fact I have been having trouble sleeping lately. I'm trying to keep a positive attitude but how can I when I keep dwelling on these thoughts of self worthlessness?

-10 Its continuing to snow here and I am stuck at home. I know we probably won't go to the show tomorrow that I have been looking forward to because of this crap weather. I am beginning to get depressed, and I know someone on here will love it. My parents hate me and think I am nothing more than an F-ing selfish jerk who doesn't care about anyone. Everything is my fault. On top of that no one wants my crap stuff anymore, I am talking about my stupid cards. All rejections. I bet you are happy to read this, Strapples. In the past you attacked me for being happy and successful. That only gets me more depressed. I supposedly hear that you are a "nice" person, then treat me like you treat the others.

I'm at a 3 or 4.


I feel lonely for no reason. I feel like going to bed and staying there, which I haven't felt in a while.

-8. i want death, suicide or otherwise.

2, as I'm not quite depressed, but certainly down..... School is killing me.... specificly the academic end.

+8

I recently met an amazing woman. The two points missing is because there's some 60 miles and different schedules between us...

5

For once.

I'm a good solid 6 today. Cool, I need a good day every now and then.

^

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Feeling a little down, things i do backfire on me in
unexpted ways - helped someone a while back,
got a message yesterday with q if i "please
would come to visit". And now i feel i have to
go but i`m not gonna so i have to find some
excuse. I just wanted to help, i didnt want
more stress

And wp is making me feel down, discovered
something yesterday that was just sad.

-9... thinking about suicide... :-/
wow i've fallen quicker than i thought. :-/
i wish i wasn't so hopeless.

^ Try not to, I know life is hard but there are good things to live for. Maybe you can talk to someone near you to help you. Don't give up, life can get better if you try. I assure you that your are not as helpless as you think.

6

Doing alright. My brother is getting married tomorrow and I'm the best man!!

Hey, doesn't the best man get to kiss the bride too?

@ Tan...You're very pretty if that's you in your avatar.

Try to stick it in, I know it's hard I've had suicidal thoughts that have gone to the extreme. There are days where I thought it was stupid of me to ever have attempted it b/c I've had things look up to me. I put my family through so much with my suicidal attempts.

Just don't do it, once you go back you can't come back. Your profile looks interesting too as well as your interests. Don't let people or life get to you. You might have some form of depression. If you can try and get help for this but be patient about it at the same time, you might be surprised on how you're doing gradually in life.

I don't know what else I can offer except I had a friend who took her life. I was mad b/c she was very gifted in what she did. I thought it selfish of her since my thought of it was that she must've not cared about her family or me. But then I can't say that I wasn't also a hypocrit. Just realize the impact you may have on other people.

Take care of yourself.


As for me I guess I'm a 4, I got some X-mas shopping done.

Today I'm about a -4