scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I won a box of chocolates for being the only person who could identify a frameshift mutation
yeah, dull science stuff, but free CHOCOLATE

+4 Another lazy day, but not necessarily a bad day. Been doing alot of necessary thinking....

1 sad and can't sleep.

Trazadone's not working /:

-6, Bugger

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(Sorry you feel -6. Wish I could lift your spirit a bit and also MissConstrue's.
Please do not forget you are good folk because that is absolutely true.)

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This morning, I was really angry (for a reason) and indeed bugger, -4.

But this afternoon I had a meeting with my 'care manager' and I suspected he wasn't honest with me. He wasn't but of lately I'm quite often angry which mainly is negative but with also a plus side, i.e. that I now am better capable to stand up for myself and I'm more assertive in general. So.... I said what needed to be said again and that I don't take lies very well.... thus now, feeling a bit brave and glad we cleared that for the better, I'd say +2. (probably still the level of testosterone, cortisol and adrenalin are a bit too high in my blood)

^ flippin 'eck, I've just hit a -4 too for a reason!

Just had a meeting with someone dealing with my welfare. They've been having correspondence on my behalf without my permission, and they won't inform me what's been going on. Something definitely isn't right, and I feel weak and like throwing up. This is not good.

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Yes, the behind one's back thing. I totally hate that. Couldn't you say you really dislike this way they are doing things. I did, as mentioned in my previous post here, and did it so that there was no doubt I really, really meant it.

Strange how people have the nerve to handle for you, without even including you. It happens quite a lot, I think and it s*cks being treated like a number or something. So impersonally and sometimes down low bad. Or wrong.

Hope you feel a bit better soon. Maybe some fresh air. Don't know. And although I'm not much of a hug-person(?), a little hug for you, gifted Outlier. Well meant.

I feel like s**t, as usual. Will I ever stop feeling like s**t? I know I'll feel better when I start taking courses, but what if the clinical depression comes back?


-3.


I'm also worried about something else, that I was too blunt with my bf in an email to him and now he won't reply.

+3

I went to the store, and saw a fight building up. What ever started it between those three men, is clearly not my problem, but it was getting interesting. One of them was walking over to his car to, ehem, get something. I said out loud.. "Hey! Stop fighting. Don't make it escalate now!" The one guy the two were yelling at then turned and started walking away, when the other guy started toward his with a metal pole. (A small little pole, about 2 feet long, one fourth and inch wide probably. My father has some of those for his fence.)

Thankfully the guy between calmly told the metal pole carrier to chill out. All sides left the parking lot in a cival fashion. Me and a store employee were whitnesses after all, and one slug into the other guy's head wasn't going to be very good for their future. Espectialy since the fire truck just arrived, and the grocery store had four cops inside. sigh.. People in Houston are getting really angry, I swear.

I give a -1 to my job. I'm hanging on with anticipation for disaster... as usual.

+4 Same old, same old.

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Okay, got my archwires tightened today.

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Had a good, productive day.

Think I'm up to a -3; it fluctuates.

An email has been send doing just that. Still no reply. I hope they don't just bury their head in the sand. I'm not able to do it through speech, but someone else has offered to if necessary. If nothing works, then I will circumvent them (complicated situation). I hope your situation improves now you've expressed your concerns.



Yes. I'm perplexed. Their primary role should be to respect the client's autonomy (maybe it is).



Thank you. I didn't know where to put myself, so I found somewhere to go inside my mind.

0 > I don't think I can get higher than that. Oh btw thanks Erminea for the supportive words. I'm sorry Feyenoord lost on the weekend. At least Arenal won their FA Cup tie.

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Feyenoord has a really bad season, even top six isn't possible anymore, I think but I don't watch that much Dutch football anymore. I follow it more from a distance so to say. A bit strange, but even the English Premier League hasn't got my attention that much this year. Strange 'cos I really like English football. Best there is, imo. Bottom line, I don't watch that much TV as I did before. Which is kind of good, I reckon.

This morning, it's just past noon here, I have a somewhat insecure feeling and I cypher the mood -1. Going to fitness this afternoon and I kind of hope that will lift the spirit a bit. Don't worry about me thou. I stay on my feet.

Got to go, so later, folks

I'd say I'm a +5.5 today, which is rather high for me. No particular reason either, just feel pretty good. You can't argue with that.