scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I feel really bad i`ve tried so hard to
get this doctor-thing done but think i`m
gonna fail, again. I cant sleep or eat as
soon as that f-ing doc appointment comes
up and i have no one to talk with, so i just
walk around stressing myself out really
bad - i`m worne out before i even get
to the car to drive to the doc - i dont
see how I`m gonna get this done alone
i`ve tried to be optimistic but..i dont know.
I feel like just sitting down and cry, i dont
do that but i feel like it. I`m not gonna give
up and crash or anything, i just have really
wanted to get this done for a long time so
i`m sad and very, very disappointed about
myself - and i dont feel its right to hang
around here when i have no diagnosis of
any kind and fail to get one, so i dont know
what i should do either i get the doctor-thing
done or i stop comming here the way i see it.

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Hang in there, Dino.

I have the same thing, I think. One keeps on thinking about things in advance. Going through what might be, what to say, what to answer. It's buggersome indeed and it's part of this deviation, I think. Compulsive it keeps running in one's head. I think it has something to do with being not sure what is about to happen and one has this urge to prepare oneself for thing to come. With me this trait goes sky high when I fall in love but hey....

Hang in there, things will be ok, I'm sure.

~

I am in a state, quite bad myself. Not comparable but I haven't slept and the electrical device the painters use, is bothering me so much, I shake and feel like I have no place to hide anymore. Minus 4.

Bugger.

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Thanks Erminea - i try to not think about it, but
i cant stop going over it in my head - which makes
no sense really, since i have no idea what is going
to happen - so i keep on thinking over something
i dont know anything about yet - dammit!!
Hope you get some peace and quiet soon.

Hormonally mood swingy/10.

8

-9
I am pissed off. Too many random people want to be a butt hole to me lately, and for no dam reason to. Not in WP, mind you. Life is such a pain!

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I'm random but not going to be a butt hole. Hope things improve soon, LB. Plus hope you do not let it get to you, too much.

And thanks, ImTGTDT. Have you seen the man already? Is it over with?

Btw, I fled. Now they're gone, probably to return only next week and feel therefor a bit better. Of course I have nothing against the guys but.... yeah, you know.

Dinner soon, no need to get out, mellow eve (I hope). Mood +2.

5

Went to a follow up today and was declared fully recovered.

^ Wow! Isn't that kind of fast? Good for you!! !


I think I must be about a -5 right now. Things could be worse but they definately aint great.

I just had it out with the (soon to be) ex about what the plans are for our seperation and he is completely unreasonable. Throwing in random insults just to be a bastard. I'm trying to be reasonable here and not leave him with nowhere to go. I want to try to help him if I can but he just keeps talking about how he's going to go sleep in the gutter and I have to live with knowing that. Nevermind all the names he called me. I do see where he's coming from. His life is being turned upside down and I feel for him to some extent. But I just want it to be over and done and I wish he would work with me to make it so.



There is so much bad blood between us. I am not great in this situation myself but I don't see the point in pointing fingers and saying who did what. He's made it pretty clear that he doesn't like me anymore either so I don't know why he is fighting this.

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sorry to hear about that, hope things work out for the best.

For me +1. I guess I'm a litle bored, especially at this time. My meds are making me really drowsy during the day but I feel energetic at night. Its messing up my sleep, but hey I guess I really shouldn't complain.

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Thats really sad, the break-up thing - good luck


I feel a little better, 1 or something, i was whining about
some doc-thingy earlier, but i`m tired because i didnt
sleep well last night, and theres still time, if i just sleep
like a drunk baby tonight and clear my head maybe i can
still try more i`ll try to go to bed not too late and
get a fresh start, maybe

around a 1
My friends father has died, he was the kind of man who was everyones surrogate "Dad"..laid back, easy going, wise but down to earth. He was always particularly kind to me and my son (who has severe autism, no father of his own, and doesn't get that much fuss and attention from anyone but me)

My own dad died when I was a teenager so this has hit me hard. I so rarely have real feelings I am just at the moment going form numb to upset, and all my other upsets are getting bundled up into it.

I can't go to the funeral, I spent so much of my childhood and teens going to funerals. I dont show the "correct" emotion and fail to say anything supportive, and then I lose it and go back to drinking

I feel like crap.

0 I don't know what to think.

-10

I feel like I need to control people to keep them from abandoning me.

-3

Just lots of little things.
Plus essays, which I really need to get on with and is getting so stressful. Perhaps I shouldn't be posting on here right now but I just needed a break.

-8.5 (=very bad but not to the point of suicide which I consider to be a -10)

My life is in shambles. I have constant fights with the husband to try to get him to realize that our marriage is over... I have some friend issues that I won't go into... I'm lazy and making so many stupid mistakes at my job... I'm so stressed right now that I can't even deal with my work and I'm just falling farther behind.. My apartment is so dirty because I don't have the motivation to clean it... I have so many things to try to sort out about my future that I can't even begin to describe... and I have nowhere to go to escape. I'm lonely and overwhelmed and there's nothing I can do to fix it except to accomplish some incredibly daunting tasks... I don't even know where to begin! And to top it all off - I feel really nauseous today.

Why can't things ever be easy?