scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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^I'm not far behind ya.





I'm not sure what number to rate myself, but I feel like I've already hit bottom and now I'm living in the eternal aftermath. And, the end is nowhere in sight.

^
Bad stuff hope you both feel better soon - dont give up


I`m around 0, anxious....wonder if thats how anxious is spelt....spelt..?
is that a word..? spell, spelling, spelt...sounds way off...getting late here,
trying to hurry to bed and get up early tomorrow - good night wp

-5 maybe?

my house is an appalling cack hole, i didnt get a job that i applied for, i'm bloody freezing and cant put the heater on because they cost too much to run, my housemates suck balls, one of them just got all arsey with me after i told her that the internet is no more likely to start working again after restarting the computer twice than it is after restarting the computer once, as if i'm not entitled to be in a bad mood because her ridiculous boyfriend comes over all the time and there's nothing i can do about it, despite the fact that i certainly did not sign an agreement to live with him this year, as well as that they can't seem to be able to hold a conversation without TALKING VERY LOUDLY LIKE THIS AS IF I REALLY WANTED TO HEAR THEIR INANE CONVERSATIONS from my bedroom. at the other end of the house.

oh and i really do have absolutely nothing to do. whatsoever.
arghhhhhh this life drives me crazy.

i think i'll shut up now.

Same as before but feeling worse about it

0.5

I'm so confused about everything. I'm sick of being confused about everything.

Amused.

My 5 years old nephew was expelled from preschool. That's goddamn hilarious.

Technically, I'm a 5, but I feel like I've gone down to 2 or 1 from reading this thread. I hope that things get better for you all. I'm quite content because I had a series of free periods at school today due to absent teachers. Afternoon lessons promise to be pretty boring, though.

7.8

Despite having an awkward zit on my face, I think my face looks pretty good today. (No dark circles under my eyes, my hair looks good etc.) Also, for some reason I feel very well rested and energized even though I only got about 4 hours of sleep. Now I'm about to get in the car with my mom which usually automatically lowers my mood to -2, so let's see how that goes. *fingers crossed*

-1

Can you say exhausted?

Good!

I havent posted on this thread in weeks.

I am around an +8.5

My current situation sucks, everything I thought that was is no more. Going through a divorce... wil be final in a matter of months. My ex will get the 3 kids, I will get the oldest.... I am out of work - unemployed... Told 3 friends that I knew since we were in elementary school that I wanted nothign to do with them, they stabbed me in the back (long story)...

Both of my parents are selfish individuals, my sister is a whore... (took 11! paternity tests on 11 differnet guys to find out who the father of one of her kids was).. and always wants to borrow stuff... Most of my siblings and parents are selfish and dysfunctional individuals...

I am padling up a sh***y river, life is great... I strive to improve myself in spite of every one else... I have to turn away from these degenerated who try to manipulate and use me for their benefit at my expense....

I suppose this could be considered sarcasm but it is true.

My life sucks and I am making it better.
I say I am at a +8.5 because it is easier to go up when you're at the bottom than to fall when you're flying high.

I have hope, no one can take that away from me.
I have dreams, no one can steal them.
And I am determined.

What does not kill you will make you stronger.

Monday was a 2 or 3. My cat died. A 1 would have been if a family member died or if I was suicidal.

Tuesday was a 3. I was doing a little better and didn't cry as much.

Yesterday was a 4 in the morning and a 3 in the afternoon.

This morning, I woke up a 5. I hope I'm over my tragedy for the most part now.

lol, I will probally be a 5 tomorrow and a -3 this weekend... Usually happens... up and down.

Sorry to hear about your cat.

I have a pomeranian dog and he is attached to my ex... I will give my dog to her because they both would be more happy with that arrrangement. I will be sad but it is all good.

0. Another day of nothing... Sometimes I question the value of my existence. (??????)

But I guess I have seen worst days, much worst. I dont know maybe the isolation is really getting to me. I guess I wouldnt mind speaking about football results with my best bud.

too wierd for a number

I seem to be a warped reduced numbers version of the seven dwarves- weepy, grumpy, mopey, bored, irritable and oddest of all, horny.

And I'll regret posting this too

2

Letting go of ever being in a relationship sure is hard, but I've done harder things. Ever try to play Resident Evil Outbreak on Very Hard? I never got very far on that difficulty but I don't think letting go will be as hard as that. I'll do it just to spite anyone who don't think I can and most of all for myself.

4- I feel a bit down...

and kind of realized, being the cold bastard I am

I don't really have any friends here lol

why do I come here...':?'