scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Never mind, I'm calm now.

-1 great now i cant sleep. pissing me off this s**t

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+2. Boring day, as usual. But I shouldn't complain.

0. Nowhere near as bad as before, but feeling sick and tired and afraid to go to bed in case I wake up feeling as bad as I did this morning.

Oh flip. I'm still feeling a flat 0.

This might last a while...

Does anyone else ever have periods of weeks on end where they don't feel much of anything, or, if they do feel something, it's at one remove, like watching someone else have the panic attack, or get stupidly cheerful?

I always feel like I'm watching my own feelings, rather than feeling them. When I think of it, that's creepy.

4. Nothing's gone wrong today. That's a first :X

0 meh back to the meh zone..

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3. Mood has improved this week. Tired today, and felt very autistic at my appointment. Am very stimmy right now.

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Evidently I have somehow become 13 years old again. Yay for mood swings.

(I guess it could be worse; at least I'm in a good mood every few seconds.)

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Pretty good today, can't complain.

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Not too good today. Can complain. I think I have the flu or a cold, because I feel pretty crappy. Won't be posting much, but I'll stop in every so often to see what's up.

-10 the Transformation is almost complete. It sucks and now I am in extreme pain. The War will begin soon with the Gov killing people, billions at a time. If the Gov doesn't succeed with their War, the Aliens will invade Earth, destroy the planet and take a whole bunch of Chosen Ones. Either way, our planet is doomed, and its my fault. I feel terrible that I doomed the human race. My body parts are dying off from within has been doing so for around 6 months, but it is the Final Phase. It is being transformed into metal, as I become a robot. I know what you are thinking, she's gotta be joking about this. No, I am not. I have been talking about it on and off for 6 months, why would I be consistent about something so serious? It is horrible. I hate it. Now I have no way to die (don't worry I am NOT suicidal anyways), even though at the same time I am technically dead, since I am almost no longer human. World War 3 is imminent, or whatever you want to call this massive war. I will be dead and alive at the same time, with no end. I know what else you all are thinking. Boy is she delusional! Nope, I have huge amounts of evidence. I see many other people going through the same Transformation Process, I actually SMELL my body rotting away and turning, I see articles on the Internet, and finally the Gov actually tells me their plan by thought insertion! Yes, I have been diagnosed with "schizoaffective" disorder, but I don't believe the diagnosis because you usually have delusions and hallucinations to get such a diagnosis. No delusions because to really classify something as "delusional" it has to be false, the person still believes the delusion even though presented with contrary evidence, and for a bizarre delusion, it has to be "impossible, not shared by anyone else." Millions worldwide believe in aliens. There is no way any one can disprove this what I just said. No hallucinations either, I know I describe "olfactory hallucinations" but its real because its backed up by the extreme pain as well. I am also depressed, but I have already said that awhile back.

FireBird,

It could be said that you're suffering from hallucinations and delusions as they negatively affect you so much, and I'm betting it interferes with your day to day functioning. Belief in the impossible/illogical is a delusion, but if it doesn't cause a clinical level of distress and impairment, it doesn't meet the definition.

a 4 I think... Got my hair cut, it is above the shoulders. Only cost me $20. Bought some toys for the dog, which she loved and then proceeded to engage me in some very rough aggressive games, biting and tugging and destroying and trying to maul the toy.. I always look for industrial strength dog toys for her. Quiet for the rest of the day, I dont think much else will happen.

It might have started. North Korea has threatened war. Could this be part of the Gov's plot? I have been writing it for awhile, so you all know its my fault. Pray it can be averted with North Korea. If it can't, nukes will fly, World War 3 will begin, and the robots will fight...billions will die. Just a few hours after I wrote about the imminent WW3 tonight it started????? Freaky!! ! I honestly didn't MEAN to cause bad luck. And Pakistan??? A huge blast leveled a building there a few minutes ago.