scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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About 7.

+5

i got some deep pressure stimulation going by way of wrapping leather belts around my belly TIGHT and its making me happy

0

Lonely but hanging in there. I have moments where I want to give up but something inside won't let me.

2. Cant stop eating which is annoying. Went to visual therapist but he said he works with ADHD children not AS adults. He looked at me like I had two heads. So anyway not sure how I could get help for my problems.

My parents said that a lot of health professionals are not good at thinking outside the box and are only interested in helping you if they know what is wrong with you.

They think that I have to help myself, that I would find it hard to find anyone to help me with this.

^That's BS. Sounds like they were too embarassed to tell you they didn't know how to do their job. I hate incompetent doctors.



+5 I'm doing pretty decent today, finally. I've been down for awhile, and it's a welcome change.

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1

Slightly above average, but could go way up if I can get today's writing done.

Or - way down if writer's block takes over

-M

0, feeling bored and empty.

-10

I need a friend more than anything right now, and nobody can see past my religious and political beliefs.

off the scale, on a completely different axis, of blind unfocussed rage. My coursemates are offensively idle morons who need a damn good kicking to even know what day it is, and assume because of my former control freakery and knowledge of the subject that I will do their work for them. I don't know why I hoped they would do their fair share, (or in fact, any work at ALL) -one previously asked me to write his dissertation, but even the cash amount he offered was offensive.

And some of my IRL "friends" are trite idiots who think using pretend medieval/monty python speak counts as humour and is an appropriate response to the above. I can see another facebook purge happening soon. Or crockery breakage.

3. I need to get out of here and I can't figure out where to start.

Thanks, and yes it does seem as if doctors are completely confounded if confronted with something that was not in their University textbooks.. Whatever happened to doctors like Dr House, who would be fascinated with an odd case, rather than inconvenienced by it?

Good that you are well anyway : ) .

hope (((((((((((((((everyone)))))))))))) is well.

For me, prob a 3 today. A pretty quiet day. Went to the garden centre. Went out for a drive because was bored and this heavy wind started up. There were a lot of autumn leaves on the ground and soon there was a moving carpet of swirling leaves, and then they were lifted up and i was driving through a big cloud of leaves. There was even a small tornado of leaves in the supermarket carpark.

Another friend probably gone.

All in all, not the greatest week.

^Thanks zen.




I'm still a + 5. Didn't have much time to spend at the forums today, been busy here at the house. Plus I just started downloading a bunch of music, so that's been keeping me occupied too. Off to bed. Nite all.

-3 oww my back hurts today for no apparent reason

then again +3 because pressure helps the pain