scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-10 Not that my life's already been sh***y in dealing with aspergers, rejection, and being slightly on the mentally ret*d side....but the more I ponder about my future, the scarier and crazy it looks. I'm already getting mental images of my living situations and painting them onto canvas /:

I'll either end up homeless, or with drunken as bums, or in a deserted house or shed. I just hope if any good comes out of it, I'll end up like one of them old cat ladies who has cats or animals to keep me company.

I'd kill myself but after being through that already, I just don't have the heart unless I go through another drunk escapade and end up in a mental ward strapped to a bed.

Hey Strapples,

I just finished going through all your photos. What an amazing day! It was so cool to see you speaking, people taking notes, guys trying to share your spot light, pretty girls demonstrating, and a very cute papillion.

You have an awsome wheel chair. I did keep worrying about that soda, but I assume that if you wanted a drink holder you'd have one.

Congraulations on not olny a great day, but getting everything posted so quickly!! I love it

+5

A week ago Saturday I was puky sick. By the next day I was no longer puking, but I had come down with a wicked case of insomnia. Except Tuesday, I have had only slept 3 -4 hours each night and then went to work each day. Tuesday, I didn't sleep at all - up all night (and then went to work).

Last night I slept about 7 hours - feels great!!

I really hate sleep, esp when I work. It is such nice quiet time to focus on something of interest. But it is unfortunately a necessity for me.

1. Too exhausted to do anything today except rest in bed. Can barely read forum posts or move. There's much I'd like to be doing, but it has to wait.

-2. Feeling a little guilty, empty and unloved. What else is new?????

+5 yay! website is going nuts with views and so are the pics!

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+3

I don't want to go to school tommorow.

^Sorry to hear of everybody's misfortunes.



I'm not doing so good tonight either. My kitty died a couple hours ago. She was 17, and led a good life, so I feel okay about that. She was pretty weak for the last week, and quit eating 2 days ago, so I'm relieved that she went in peace and wasn't suffering. It's still sad to know that I'm alone again. I'm not giving a number, 'cause i don't really know what I feel like.

0. This disconnectedness, and this inability to find spoken words, would be quite frightening if I could feel much of anything.

Sorry about your cat, jawbrodt.

-7. Had a meltdown last night, just woke up. It's 11:40 here and I have a meltdown hangover.