scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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My first client cancelled so I have time to complete a report (if I can stay offa here ) I need to hand in. I adore each client but seeing so many in a day is too exhausting.

I think it must be a feline trait. My beloved cat also left to die. It totally broke my heart b/c he had cistitis, which is sooooo painful.

It is so hard with pets - they are my favorite companions, but their lives are too short. They give more, play more, love more during the 1 - 2 decades they spend with us than most people do who live nearly a century.

2, boooooored. I feel like those caged animals that end up losing their minds and banging their head against the bars. I don't start college till september so I've got 3 months of nothing. I need to get out this stupid house!! !!

I want to thank everybody for your condolences for Kitty, and trying to comfort me. I know how hard it is to respond to this sort of thing, so I'm just greatful that you responded, and don't expect perfect responses. I'm not good at that sort of thing either. Thanks again.



I'm doing much better today, after I've had some time to think about things. I'm not giving a number for today either, but I'm doing pretty good. I realize that death is one of those things we all have to deal with, and I'm okay with that. I don't like it, but I accept it.

-3. Just a really BAD day at work right now. Seems all my bad Aspergers traits are coming out. Heavy stimming, anxiety, trouble talking with people, etc. I'm pretty heavily stressed at the moment, and my concentration is awful. I feel like if I have to take a call now I'm going to explode.

Condolences on the loss of your cat Jawbrodt.

Mines a 3 due to exhaustion, must be the heat.

-1. I think it's the heat. My anxiety levels are too high and I feel weaker than usual. There's a feeling of panic, but I didn't let it stop me going for a walk. Just yuck.

Sorry I didn't reply earlier, JB but I'm also sorry to hear that your cat passed away. Death? It s*cks and always hits you in the face but you took good care of her.... I mean, 17 years old. I hope you don't feel too sad missing her.

No cipher for me either, I guess but not too bad.... moderately positive.

0 -- numbness setting in, as well as indifference. But not enough indifference to stop caring entirely. But not caring enough to actually do anything about it. I'd almost call it neutrality if I didn't feel so dangerously close to a meltdown for some reason.

Straddling a fence, not sure which side to drop off on yet...

-2. Dog is still listless and coughing a bit. It is not clear what is wrong with her. So I am worried.. apart from that I am ok.. keeping busy.

I can't give you a good response, WardenWolf, that really sucks. But I hear you and wish I could do something for you...

Thanks, JanetFAP. I made it through. Didn't get too many calls. I calmed down in the afternoon, fortunately.

-10. major meltdown self destructive half hour still no words all bloody scratching and biting writhing and shaking rubbing face pulling hair headbanging screaming crying sleep now sorry incoherent

OMG Intempestivai - I absolutely don't think I could do what you just did: communicate clearly in writing what is going on. Its great we have a place to take this kind of stuff. (((Intempestivai)))

0 tired

+1. Dog's energy is up again, perhaps the antibiotics are working... so I am hopeful. She has been wanting to run around outside but the Vet said that she needed to rest inside while sick... so it has not been easy keeping her inside.. just before she jumped from her bed on to me, it was like having an anvil landing on me.. she weighs 20kgs.

What's her name?