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15 Jul 2009, 2:58 pm

-2. Not feeling much other than alone.



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15 Jul 2009, 4:21 pm

Good to see that everyone seems to be doing ok-ish.

+2, Except for annoying noises outside. Trying to do sound therapy and still have 5 days to wait for ear specialist appointment. But I think the sound therapy is helping a little.

Anyway I have posted enough here for the week. Now I have to figure out how to stay offline, and of course, how to stop eating chocolate.



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15 Jul 2009, 5:31 pm

-7. My auntie came up today, and I buggered off with my friends. When my mother told her I probably wouldn't be home she "nearly cried". I feel so lousy :(. The reason I didn't say was because a few years back she tried to force me to drink (which I refused, as I have obsessive-compulsive behaviour and hence I am easily addicted to things) and gave me a little lecture on being more sociable. It was a little rude as I was already awkward and I was having a terrible night.

On the way home I let it slip to my granny, and the whole thing got blown out of proportion. My mother and her got in a bit of an argument, and I was obviously mortified. My auntie isn't a nice person, she has done some incredibly mean things before (sleeping with a girls boyfriend at her party, and then telling the girl to ruin the night on her) , and she always greets me with an insult (wow, you're so skinny), and she insulted my sister about her weight (which was horrible, she's not even that much overweight). But at the same time, she's still a person, and she was born a b***h, and had to live with it just as I have to live with my AS. Damn I feel so mean


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15 Jul 2009, 9:50 pm

7. I got $20 this morning for an easy musical performance, and my internet connection is working again.


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16 Jul 2009, 3:52 am

+5 Not doing too bad today. 8)


Also, I might be getting a kitten toworrow, so I'm excited about that. :D It's a mostly white male, with dark tiger stripes and ice blue eyes. Yay! :cheers:


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16 Jul 2009, 11:32 am

5. my auntie ran over my seven year old cousin, and order is restored.


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16 Jul 2009, 3:19 pm

4 maybe 5.

Things are..well they just are. I could go into a rant about science equipment so unreliable it could be made by ACME (of Wiley Coyote fame) but it's just dull. :roll:

Mainly posting to say "hello, I'm still alive, how is everyone else doing?"

I have a tiramisu to eat though, so while i'm eating it I'll be an 8. Then back to normal. :lol:


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16 Jul 2009, 3:46 pm

-7. Feeling pretty low. I just wish circumstances were different.



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16 Jul 2009, 11:48 pm

2, and falling. This week, my brain has not been a good brain. :(


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17 Jul 2009, 4:10 am

^ Brain probably needs a good rest.

And Jawbrodt I hope you post a photo of the kitten...

3+ . Im ok, I have my sound therapy CD playing all the time now, I feel it is slowly helping but at the same time it feels a little weird to be sitting listening to static when other sane, healthy people are watching TV and listening to music, and here I am with my static. Still deciding whether I will be getting hearing aids which would mean I wouldnt have to play the CD anymore. Appointment just 3.5 days away now...


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17 Jul 2009, 4:57 am

-1. A welcome numbing effect has occurred. Earlier, just sitting still felt like the room was moving and veering around of its own accord. Today is a rest day.



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17 Jul 2009, 4:26 pm

-1 issues


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17 Jul 2009, 4:53 pm

3. vaguely anxious/depressed plus my joints hurt



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17 Jul 2009, 6:52 pm

Threatened, hurt/10. The feeling isn't fresh, though. I'm just emotionally scarred by memories. Funny thing is I'm trying to get more traumatized, so those things will seem like nothing, and I hope I get it SEVERELY.

Yes, my mood hasn't changed a bit.



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18 Jul 2009, 9:34 am

+7, played truth or dare yesterday during Geography and apparently i have really soft lips and i'm a very good kisser. :S

Oh and i got to kiss the girl i have a crush on.

Thrice.

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18 Jul 2009, 12:18 pm

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