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-5 insignificant ignored ineffectual incapable

Zero. Which is a tranquill calm compared to previous hours.

Due to misunderstanding with student lets, found myself locked out of flat at 1 in the morning. In my going out dress. Minus my medication. And without any useful possessions.(Staying in student flat weekdays during duration of a lab project, meant to be booked for another 10 days, some moron in the office input wrong data and electronic fob key deactivated)There was no-one to get hold of about this...

After weeping in the street like idiot, got it together enough to text a friend, who was kind enough to put me up for the night (no trains back to my hometown at that time, also no money). Downside, had to share a single bed with her, and I have personal space issues....and without betablockers and other tablets can't cope with getting too stressed. Now I'm in fear of more cardiac dysrhythmias, which hurt like hell.

Got back to real home, tv malfunctioning and set up in some convoluted way with decoder box and home cinema system so cant figure out problem myself, friend who set all this up appears to be blanking me, my son can't cope without tv and is angrier than Henry Rollins on angry tablets and has beaten me up several times because I cant fix it. Also he ripped my ear because I sneezed (one of his sensory issues, really annoying)

Oh and everyone I know seems to be getting married, and even if I supplied the 10 foot pole, no-one would touch me- particularly vexing when people with no obvious motive tell you you are really "pretty" or they envy how you look, which must be a lie otherwise I wouldn't be single

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10.

-29...why can't I eiher be a prude or contentl like the rest of everyone else?

-20 vodka, music and pills not doing anything.

Does anyone want a raindrop?

+5 I am slowly blooming at last...I am driving again.

-1 and dropping slowly.. just not happy.. not content... probably going to lose a 5th girlfriend.

DO NOT SEND ME PMS OR ANYTHING IN REGARDS TO THIS. I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT.

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0 and stable. still have the gf yay!

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3 - it's situational - part hayfever, part lack of sleep, part lack of money, part lack of food. But I'll be better next weekend.

-1...not bad per se, just very emotionally overloaded lately. Lots of new emotions for me that I'm not sure how to process yet.

3+ happy with progress of sound therapy so far. This is my first morning without earplugs.. I have shut doors and typed and done other squeaky things without wincing.. have ear appointment tomorrow which will be interesting. I only hope the hearing test they give me doesnt hurt my ears and set me backwards again...

Anyway it is a nice day.

-3. I feel very uneasy. I am still having to deal with the person I made (successful) complaints against because the institution has no power to change anything. As a result, I am at the mercy of his continual cockups. I have contacted someone who previously worked on my case to seek advice but they are unavailable for the next 3 weeks. I feel so powerless and alone; it might be worth contacting one of the others in the advice place before the advisor returns.

7+ I've got a good drumset

after coming on here i feel 8

3 Had a nice day out. Went to an antique store and saw some Finton collectibles. Reminded me of my granny, she use to go on and on about how pretty they were.

I miss my granny...