scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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+4

Things are looking up.


I managed to sleep in today until 8:30!

-5...kinda bummed out and anxious. See there's a going away party at work tonight at a local bar & grill. As a general a rule I never go to these things, but I decided that this once, I would actually go, because I wanted to hang out with the girl I really like. I even set things up so it would be hard for me to back out of going at the last minute. But as it turns out, she's not even at work today, which means she likely isn't going to be there (she live a long way from the office like me and I doubt she'd drive all the way out here just for the party...)

-3 Little overloaded by other people watching movie and chatting loudly in the living room while I'm on the computer.

0 overloaded

-2. Had better days, had worse days.

Still got this lousy feeling in my belly.... -4. (lies, deceit, behind the back going folks, BS) Argg.

(the next in my face bullshitting liar is dead)


Ps, become really angry, express it and feelings of depression lessen a bit. (works for me.... sometimes)

(um, sometimes)

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Errr... I better not post in the "lie through your teeth thread" then.

I hope you feel better mate. As For me... I'm about 0 now.

-5

I was literaly humiliated in the middle of the #$^ grocery store, by other peopls' idiocy, and all I wanted to do was help a handicapped old guy get his loaded cart back, which someone took for some unknown reason while he wasn't looking. Nobody else helps him (employees included), and he's thinking "WTF?!" Yeah WTF?! No I don't want another cart! Yes I GRASP that that one the employee had wasn't his, for the seventh + time now! arrrrgggg

I have explained the situation as calmly and detailed as possible, and they just wouldn't get the picture. Then the manager handed me an empty cart. "Does that help? Have a nice day maam!" Me reply? "I don't need another cart! Yes, that one isn't the one's I'm after for! I'm tring to get that guy's cart back, and this one isn't his. I get it already! 'storms off' F this!"

Employees are supposed to listen, for starters, thanks alot HEB. hmmff! This is.. what.. the third service FAIL now..

Thanks IwB, you're a kind and a good chap. Hope you can increase your 'score' a bit also.

Plus sorry for my sentiment about christians again.... but some feel so morally superior (on their high horse?) and still they lie, cheat, go disrespectfully behind the other ones back and do other low stuff. Kinda like; "hey, I'm christian (or jewish.... moslim even), you're not thus a lower life form and so I can screw you however I please"

Argg.

Ok, 'he may step forward and throw the first stone if he is or goes without sin' and the following (the exception) might have a hypocritical smell to it or in a way might be a bit ambiguous but my own 'bible' (about Gaea and morals also) states do not lie to people in general, as a basic rule. The exception is, if the other one lies, and I notice their big lies, the rule doesn't have to be applied and I allow myself to mindf*ck him/her silly.

This exception got me into mayor trouble in the past but still I do this....


Um, my mood? About -1 at the moment.... (just ate a healthy meal and opened a bottle of good Italian white wine after that)

Currently about 9, since the week's been good for me so far.

3. I haven't got any composing done all week; and I have to go to work tomorrow.

0

Had a hangover yesterday, now have a rotten cough and cold today.

Up a few points from before.

Well I finally did crash and burn. -7, for me. I Hate depression.

Good.

too miserable and stupid to understand numbers or apply a rating to mood

No valid reason for my mental decline. Why do I even like people? It doesn't do any good.Still can't ascribe a number but Damaged I by Black Flag is the level of rage/misery (not that I expect anyone else to know)