scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Hugs to (((((((((((everyone)))))))))

erminea, I think that is probably the life many autistic people led before AS and autism became more well-known. I hope througout her life she managed to find happiness in the little things around her.

Everyone else posting in the negative numbers, I hope you all feel better tomorrow.

Me, I am a 3.. doing ok I guess. My birthday is 8 hours, and 38 minutes away.

10, on a pain scale

-5 Not having a very good day. It feels like hell.

^ Sorry, hope you guys feel better soon....

I am at I think a 3 or 4. It is my birthday, and it has been quite the rollercoaster so far, I have been ricocheting between -10 and 0 throughout the night and morning. Hoping I will have a good birthday now... I have nice stuff from the Body Shop and some money and vouchers, and another nicely wrapped present a few metres away. Ive also just got an e-card. Feels weird being 32, will take quite some getting used to... I dont know what it is but it is different than turning 31.

Happy Birthday zen_mistres

About -5.

My anxieties and depression are worse, I hate the flat I live in, and I'm recovering from an addiction. I've begun therapy through the local branch of Community Mental Health (CMH).

-10
My sister is mad at me because I wouldn't lie for her nor take the blame nor try to figure everything out for her.

my grandma is mad at me because I attempted to talk to her about what happened (and now said that she won't help us with anything and I'm not invited over ever again as long as I live with 'her' [which was a choice I was forced into in the first place by my grandma] when we're in for a year lease)

so now I'm sitting in my brother's room in the basement on his computer so I don't get yelled at for something I didn't even do...
she literally spent an hour yelling at ME over MY SISTER's bad choices in life...

And my sister has called and texted about ten times to inform me of what a terrible sister I am and that she's never talking to me again unless I learn to be a better sister...

-5 Miscarriage, I just know it. So now I'm going for an ultra sound to be sure because they could be a month off they say but I know it's a miscarriage. One, Ive had cramps in July and early August, two, I scored positive on the pregnancy test last month so now way I can be seven weeks and three, I had an ultrasound because I was afraid it was ectopic due to cramps and we saw the yolk sack and my husband and I both swear we saw the egg.

Sorry to hear that.

+2. I met a fellow WP member out of total coincidence today.

-10 i cant feel anyworse i just want to disappear

Spokane Girl, I hope all goes well for you at the ultrasound. Hj I hope you feel better.
Tim it is great you bumped into someone from WP.

If people think I comment too much on above posters in these threads, I am just saying, you dont have to reply if I have commented on your post. I just like imparting good wishes, I do feel affected by the posts I read when I check in here.

I am a 4 I think... day is grey looking so might rain I think. All that birthday fun over and now it is a normal day again... need to catch up on the housework I guess. Been reading about Greentea getting her diagnosis and thinking again about whether I should get one. Perhaps I should. I guess I dont have any emotional reasons for getting a diagnosis. I went through all those emotions in 2003 when I read about it... I stopped blaming myself for social problems perhaps a year ago. My reasons are because i have great difficulty putting together a normal life for myself, because of the way my brain is set up which does not seem compatible with most NT lives.

No baby, it's been dead for a month and all there is is the yolk sack. I've had a missed miscarriage. It was probably already dead when I had my first ultra sound and dead when I tested positive for pregnancy. My husband's very upset. I have never seen a man cry before.

I'm at 2 now. I can just try again.

Im really sorry to read that, Spokane Girl.

^^I'm sorry to hear about your miscarriage SG. That's terrible.


^Glad to hear you're doing good today, Zen.



+5.5 I'm doin pretty good too. Not for any special reason, just enjoying the day.

Lack of responsibility?

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