04 Apr 2007, 7:53 am
04 Apr 2007, 8:00 am
maldoror wrote:
The problem with going to the doctor is that this particular part of my inner leg is quite high up and would require a doctoral de-pantsing which I'm not particularly eager to seek out, but, maybe it would be a good idea to call or something.
i don't like that either, maybe you can dress and put something like a loose short (don't know what season you have there) that you can pull up, so that is not necessary to undress ?
i really hate it too, but having heard a lot of people who would have been easily cured if they'd only would have gone to see a doctor in time makes me more cautious.
As far as the future goes, it's not so much the planets I'm worried about (or maybe they're actually at the heart of the problem) so much as the fact that I'm going to have to make some kind of hard decision within the next few months. It basically boils down to this: a) What do I do about school? b) When do I move? and c) How the hell am I going to start working again? The problem is that, between the three of them, it's impossible to find a place to start.
i don't like that either, maybe you can dress and put something like a loose short (don't know what season you have there) that you can pull up, so that is not necessary to undress ?
i really hate it too, but having heard a lot of people who would have been easily cured if they'd only would have gone to see a doctor in time makes me more cautious.
As far as the future goes, it's not so much the planets I'm worried about (or maybe they're actually at the heart of the problem) so much as the fact that I'm going to have to make some kind of hard decision within the next few months. It basically boils down to this: a) What do I do about school? b) When do I move? and c) How the hell am I going to start working again? The problem is that, between the three of them, it's impossible to find a place to start.
wish you luck, i just decided to stop my major (literature, which was making me really unhappy) and change for my minor(some kind of computer science+communicationthing)
04 Apr 2007, 8:01 am
04 Apr 2007, 9:00 am
04 Apr 2007, 9:52 am
ahayes wrote:
lemon wrote:
ahayes wrote:
-2 I don't like being awake.
if you'd like to talk about it?
I don't know what there is. Just persistent bad feeling.
most of the time you don't have such feelings when you are alright, so there might be something? maybe there is nothing? that might be tricky too, cause most of the time it's easier when there are things (things you plan to do, things you feel good about, things you are good at, etc.)
it's the persistence of your feelingbad that makes me worry,
i hear you saying this not only once but a lot of times,
first i thought, it'll probably pass, but maybe there is more,
maybe something lacks
i've lived like that quite often when i was young
don't know but if it helps to talk?
i do understand you don't want to talk to people for prevention of suicide or so,
i did once when i was young and i think that it was right there i decided to do it (as you might notice i was not very good at it
)
maybe you'd like to ask questions, i don't know, maybe understanding how other people came out of some dark light might help?
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04 Apr 2007, 10:02 am
lemon wrote:
ahayes wrote:
lemon wrote:
ahayes wrote:
-2 I don't like being awake.
if you'd like to talk about it?
I don't know what there is. Just persistent bad feeling.
most of the time you don't have such feelings when you are alright, so there might be something? maybe there is nothing? that might be tricky too, cause most of the time it's easier when there are things (things you plan to do, things you feel good about, things you are good at, etc.)
it's the persistence of your feelingbad that makes me worry,
i hear you saying this not only once but a lot of times,
first i thought, it'll probably pass, but maybe there is more,
maybe something lacks
i've lived like that quite often when i was young
don't know but if it helps to talk?
i do understand you don't want to talk to people for prevention of suicide or so,
i did once when i was young and i think that it was right there i decided to do it (as you might notice i was not very good at it
)maybe you'd like to ask questions, i don't know, maybe understanding how other people came out of some dark light might help?
lemon, apparently what happened was that when ahayes was younger, a kid smashed his head on a wall, and he's had this habit ever since (must've switched around a few wires in the brain. Either that, or the thought of that experience is persistent and he gets down when thinking about it).
04 Apr 2007, 3:31 pm
04 Apr 2007, 4:41 pm
04 Apr 2007, 4:44 pm
04 Apr 2007, 4:53 pm
04 Apr 2007, 4:56 pm
04 Apr 2007, 5:03 pm
lemon wrote:
maldoror wrote:
The problem with going to the doctor is that this particular part of my inner leg is quite high up and would require a doctoral de-pantsing which I'm not particularly eager to seek out, but, maybe it would be a good idea to call or something.
i don't like that either, maybe you can dress and put something like a loose short (don't know what season you have there) that you can pull up, so that is not necessary to undress ?
i really hate it too, but having heard a lot of people who would have been easily cured if they'd only would have gone to see a doctor in time makes me more cautious.
As far as the future goes, it's not so much the planets I'm worried about (or maybe they're actually at the heart of the problem) so much as the fact that I'm going to have to make some kind of hard decision within the next few months. It basically boils down to this: a) What do I do about school? b) When do I move? and c) How the hell am I going to start working again? The problem is that, between the three of them, it's impossible to find a place to start.
i don't like that either, maybe you can dress and put something like a loose short (don't know what season you have there) that you can pull up, so that is not necessary to undress ?
i really hate it too, but having heard a lot of people who would have been easily cured if they'd only would have gone to see a doctor in time makes me more cautious.
As far as the future goes, it's not so much the planets I'm worried about (or maybe they're actually at the heart of the problem) so much as the fact that I'm going to have to make some kind of hard decision within the next few months. It basically boils down to this: a) What do I do about school? b) When do I move? and c) How the hell am I going to start working again? The problem is that, between the three of them, it's impossible to find a place to start.
wish you luck, i just decided to stop my major (literature, which was making me really unhappy) and change for my minor(some kind of computer science+communicationthing)
Why was lit making you unhappy?
04 Apr 2007, 6:38 pm
04 Apr 2007, 6:45 pm
Aaron Hayes' Official 1-10 scale graph v2.0
04 Apr 2007, 6:46 pm
04 Apr 2007, 7:05 pm
The pretty colors added to the graph helped maintain my mood at around / slightly above a zero. 
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