scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Thanks Ligea_Seroua, I think I also have got to know some people through this thread. I am a big fan of it. I have actually been posting in it on and off since a few days after I joined WP.

Living with mothers as an adult can be quite a challenge, it is hard with two ladies of the house. I have a great one but she is very different to me, and doesnt understand some things. Living with parents is not so bad but I long for my own place and to feel like an adult again. So I am glad you will be getting your own space .

I am a 3. Back from boyfriends house. Dog was glad to see me, Celtic Goddess btw she is a bull terrier. Hopefully this year we will be able to manage her anxiety better, I will be looking at the forecast every day to make sure I can predict the storms.

LS - *yikes* Just hearing about your mother in a small house made my anxiety go up and I'm not even there. I'll be sending you a virtual drink when she heads home. I adore my Mum and we're very close but she lives in another country so I only see her about twice a year. I have a tough time with anyone in my house who doesn't normally live there.

Zen - For a minute I thought you were calling me a bull terrier. I took me a second to think back to your dog. I laughed at your typo ridden post on your boyfriend's netbook. I have one of those too and it took me awhile to get used to such a tiny keyboard. My posts made me look drunk.

I can't really give myself a number today. I'm anxiety ridden. My meds are done but I still have fluid in my lungs and I have to go back to the doctor tomorrow. They also think there may be a complication with one of the meds that I was on and if they're right, it will have done permanent damage to my body as its a very rare side effect. So I'm trying really hard to stay calm until I get more answers but it's easier said than done. This is really the last thing I need on my plate.

Family rambling on about nonsense again. Sometimes I wish I was an orphan. -3 for me.

one way out of scale.

hugs for hermit and anna-bananner

Thank you...

Hugs to everyone. CelticGoddess I would never call you a bull terrier, though in a way it would be a sort of compliment, they really are that great....

Hope you get better news with the doctor, anyway.

I am a 3 again. I need to get off the computer after this otherwise could go off onto full obsessional mode. I am trying to stick to going online at night for about 10-20 mins but here I am during the day... anyway it is cloudy, and grey, so will rain today. I have new headphones because I kept hooking my old ones on doors and other things and eventually pulled the leads out. But I like my new ones, they are green.

+10

Looking forward to the big field trip tomorrow.

+2, Handling the chaos at home quite well.

About 3......Too crook (Aussie for not well ) to attend a relative's wedding and feel guilty but I know if I had been well enough to go I would be under too much stress.
Wasn't shortlisted in art award exhibition
Was offered a solo exhibition in Melbourne
Am still hibernating and feeling insecure

0, but for me this means I'm neither within my definition. Just kind of non-being, I suppose, but I guess this feeling is from being so incredibly inactive for so damn long.

I'm sure the day will pick up, something cool to watch on TV, a knack for being able to tolerate getting involved in a video game (I really want to delve into something soon!), who knows?

Health (-3) Went back to the doctor and I have to go back to the hospital on Monday for more tests. That means another week of bedrest. The pain is pretty much constant now so it's getting hard. But I'm being referred to an incredible team so I'm just going to have to take it one day at a time. Apparently step one is to decrease my stress dramatically. Something I definitely struggle with.

The rest of my life (+5) Had an awesome day teaching (one of the benefits to homeschooling is you can do it from your bed ) and my kids seriously rock. We had a blast puddle jumping in the rain today. I had a long phone chat with my best friend and she's booking our spa appts because we're going away for a weekend soon. Definitely looking forward to that. Plus I ordered a book I've been trying desperately to get my hands on but wasn't able to get through my usual bookstore so I'm hoping it will come in next week. So I guess all in all it balances itself out. I'd rather focus on the positive.


Zen_Mistress - I know you wouldn't call me a bull terrier. I thought it was hliarious when I first read it.

Hi Celtic Goddess! It does seem that things can balance out, glad you enjoy the homeschooling!
What causes you so much physical pain? Do the medicos have any idea?

Not high. I don't like the feeling of being helpless to make my friends lives any better.

-5 at the moment.