scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

Post Reply New Topic

+10

Awaiting next week's interview with the people in Rapid City, and applied to positions in San Francisco and Boston.

7

Doing alright, got nuthin to complain about.

-3.

+10

I have a few more job leads, in addition to the ones I already applied for.

Glad to see most are doing good, hope you feel better (((((Iwannablue)))))))))) .

Im ok, about a 3. Unnerving tsunami warning for New Zealand, the 2nd one in about 10 days... I hope that nothing happens and that noone is hurt here or in the Pacific Islands. Im a little concerned but our house is next to an estuary. It starts with a thin mouth at the coast and the estuary widens as it goes inland (our house being a certain distance inland), I dont know if estuaries get effected by tsunamis or not, the house here is on a 10 foot hill anyway... still unnerving though.

Going to boyfriends place later on. Ive been finding it hard to stay off here. I find it hard to figure out how he can have decided to just stop posting on WP and stay off it -simple- whereas I seem to need security guards to wrestle me away from the computer. Anyway will be turning the compuer off in a second and walking the dog.

+4

Mildy annoyed.

+10

I did get to watch South Park last night, although I had to wait until the 11:00 airing. It airs first at 9:00. I locked myself out of my car while getting something to eat, and I had to wait for a locksmith to open my car with a Slim Jim (the metal device, not the beef jerky stick), and by the time I got home, it was 9:30, about the time that the original airing ended.

+7

i feel tired and realy dident wanna wake up early...i just wanna catch up on my work

^ You're welcome . Glad you are a little better.

I am at a 2 perhaps. Just got confusing email from ex , I think I will be dealing with this stuff for a while... he seems pretty upset that we broke up and even though I told him what the issues were he seems to be denying those issues and instead thinks some things that are completely irrelevant were what broke us up....

Anyway I am responsible ultimately because I hurt him. So I have to carry that guilt.

Considering contacting a new psychologist. The one I saw a few months ago hasnt been that helpful. I sort of have these tic-like things that make me seem pretty weird and creepy and I think the psychologist was uncomfortable with me. I am now looking for someone who for whatever reason can see past the tic-like things and sees that I am not the tics. I am aware that I might have to see quite a few people before I find this wonderful person. My mail objective is to get a diagnosis, but also someone who can give me advice on the tic-like things would be helpful too.

Anyway the weather is crud, I thought it was supposed to be spring.

The duality of insomnia and headaches, minus two points.

-4. Brought on by anxiety and physical illness. My body's a wreck with weird hormonal symptoms the last 2 months. It's been wanting to bring up whatever I eat all week, no matter what it is. I cannot leave the house. I am sometimes too weak to do anything and my limbs feel heavy. I cannot see the doctor until next week. I want to curl up and die.

- 4. Sometimes I wonder why I even try.

-9.

Kinda hard to control my emotions right now. It's just off the charts. Too many stuff going on, and it's interfering with my mental state.

+7 Got some cool stuff planned for tomorrow, although it's 'top secret' so I can't say what it is. I'm also having a good time today. Didn't do anything real exciting, but it was much better than my average day. Vague, I know, but I don't feel like spillin' all my personal crap right now.

+10

No more homework for at least another week.